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red anemone: often portrayed as a symbol of death and mourning in literature, depicting fragile beauty and impermanence in Japanese culture. In contemporary art, the red anemone symbolizes intense romantic love, strong emotions, and passion.
His gaze slinks over to the stall beside him. Till. Shampoo suds trail down from silver hair, down the side of his face, dripping from the line of his jaw onto the floor.
Ivan wants to wipe it away, dig his fingers into Till’s hair, and wash it for him. He wants to touch, learn how to be kind. For Till.
He doesn’t.
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- Part 3 of when flowers bruise
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“Fuck,” Till says, dragging himself back up, gaze focused on the swell of Ivan’s lower lip, pressing his lips against it, honey against his skin, sticky, syrupy. Ivan goes lax against him, eyes glazed, hips rutting sporadically.
Fuck, he thinks.
He kinda wants to be with this man forever. He kinda wants to ruin him, too.
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panacea: a solution or remedy for all difficulties or diseases
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“You’re warm,” Dazai murmurs again, already halfway to sleep.Chuuya hums. “Yeah.”
Dazai nuzzles in deeper.
And Chuuya just holds him.
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heliotrope; in reference to a flower that symbolizes devotion, eternal love, and faithfulness.
“Look at me, Till.”
Till’s eyes fly open.
Ivan is standing near the glass.
“Hi.” His grin grows wider, curled oddly, the upturn reminiscent of Ivan’s return after hours of special training, mouth bruised. It makes Till’s skin itch.
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- Part 2 of when flowers bruise
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“Till, Till, please.”
The hunger grows stronger in his veins, replacing blood with water. Till shifts, gaze boring into Ivan’s, and suddenly that water is evaporating with the heat threatening to consume him. An ache in him grows tenfold, a ravenous need pooling wet and warm against his lashes. Till’s fingers in him curl, and Ivan sees stars. It’s perfect, it’s not enough, it’s Till, and he wants nothing more than to have everything Till has. His hands strain harder against the bindings, and Till’s thumb presses consolingly down on his lips.
“Shhh, baby, I’ve got you. Just breathe, okay? I’ll give you what you need.”
or, till is a major horndog AGAIN uhm uhm yaoi ....? (looks around nervously)
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this series is an amalgamation of my incessant gnawing on cardboard at the thought of tiiv and slight character studies . each fic is named after a different flower that inspired the contents of the fic and the series title implies a collection or bouquet of bruised and wilting flowers . all can be read as standalone's but are compiled into one series for ease of access ! personal ideas for fic prompts or themes are warmly welcome though not promised to be acted upon immediately .
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I’m a killin’ machine, Boothill once told him. I know far more about bullets than I do about flowers ‘n the like.
Perhaps, Argenti had replied, and you are beautiful.
Bookmarked by shnyn
09 Apr 2026
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Eyes roll out of skull because too much glitter and rainbows shot out of this fic and burned my retinas /pos
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Atsushi gives Akutagawa all the love and care he deserves.
Or, alternatively: I bring you a romantic 6k words of Aku getting railed.(Excerpt)
The first time he felt it was on the cargo ship. It was only a whisper, then. A passing thought that the man cloaked in black could use a friend. That maybe his soul wouldn’t be quite as dark if he were shown a bit of warmth. He was dangerous, sure, but Akutagawa’s words and presence bled with loneliness; with a violent sorrow. Atsushi had felt a strange draw to the man, the same way one might find themselves drawn to a wild animal that’s been wounded: with guarded compassion.- Language:
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28 Jun 2022
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Office Hours by icecream_slander
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
05 Nov 2025
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Geto finds his student’s essay on moral determinism mysteriously annotated with harmonic equations, waveforms, and something about stochastic drift that, as far as Geto remembers from his time as a teaching assistant and master's student, isn't part of the university's philosophy curriculum.
From there, things only get increasingly unprofessional.
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y'all'd'nt've'd'd'i'd'nt've'd'y'all't've'd by Anonymous
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Nov 2023
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yosa no u:
huh u right
hOLY SHIT WHAT WAS THATmeitantei:
did that really jus happen
DID SOMEONE SLIP SMN INTO MY DRINK
OR DID @SUSHI FLIP OVER THE FUCKING FOUNTAINbandagewaster6969:
LMAO NO we all seeing this shit
someone record this___________________________
or: bsd college au chatfic but its stupid as fuck and I have no idea what college is like 😍😍😍
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15 Aug 2023
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THIS BOOKMARK WAS LONG OVERUDE BUT I HAVE MEMORY LOSS OR SMTH BECAUSE I DIDn"T BOOMAKR IT?????
vv funny 💯💯💯🕊️
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From the letters of Dazai Osamu, 1806 - 1826
I know that I miss you. I miss you tremendously. I miss you so much, it causes me physical pain. I miss you so much that my heart aches and my eyes water every time somebody so much as breathes the name Nakahara Chuuya. I miss you so much that I would destroy countries just to see you again. I miss you so much it makes me want to die.One day, I will be by your side again, Chuuya. Or I will die trying.