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The Sudden Obliteration of Expectation by JulietRose
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
12 Jun 2020
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The majority of Evan’s thoughts after falling were not very coherent. Most of it was fairly obvious and to be expected after failing to kill yourself: there was the realization of what happened, the crushing sense of failure, and the pain. The pain was blinding. His head spun and it felt like gravity was working in reverse. But all of that was still preferable to what came after he went numb.
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- Part 1 of The Sudden Obliteration of Expectation
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When Connor Murphy plans to end it all, he doesn't expect to time travel back to the exact moment he pushed Evan Hansen to the ground. A strange phone call informs him that he has another chance to live the last few weeks of his life, but he certainly doesn't expect those weeks to revolve around the boy with the blue polo shirt.
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“I’m sorry,” He croaks, turning away.
Evan caresses his hand with a thumb. “Don’t,” He says softly, “I know.”
(Or: Relationships aren't perfect. That doesn't mean they can't be fixed.)
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- Part 3 of Lapse
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“For what it’s worth,” Connor says casually, “I don’t think you should die tonight.”
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- Part 1 of Lapse
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The bad things come in waves of three.
Evan wants to survive his first year of college, Connor wants to suffer through without exploding. Neither of them want a not-so-familiar face to change everything. But that’s alright, it might turn out to be what they need.
If things were different, would they be able to save each other?