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    As his breathing turned rapid and labored, he felt the unmistakable presence of a foreign force pulling him through a closed door. He heard a lock. Before his mind could process the occurrence, he was suddenly enveloped - caught in the unyielding grip of two powerful arms - unforgivingly tight. He couldn’t see who, he could barely process where and why, but he felt himself shaking and his eyes burning and leaking raindrops on the shoulder of the force who squeezed tighter. Minutes passed, who knows how many, in complete silence other than the gasps coming from Shane as he sobbed. When he felt his heart reach a relatively normal pace, and the drumming in his ears quieted, he felt himself melt for a moment in the arms he still hadn’t recognized until he heard the voice. “Hollander, you are having panic attack.” Shane froze.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are true rivals.

    5 years into their MLH careers, Shane Hollander is outed and the only one there to save him is the man he hates the most.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    sooooooo good so beautiful to see moments where canon shane and ilya were scared of vulnerability but this version of shane and ilya choose each other

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    “Kendra…” Shane mumbled, his drunken desire goading him to shut the fuck up but every other aspect of his moral compass forcing the words forward anyway. Rozanov paused.

    “Do you want me to stop?”

    “No, but—”

    “Then shut the fuck up, Hollander.”

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    When Ilya Rozanov arrives at the All Star game freshly booed up, Shane Hollander, Scott Hunter, and Carter Vaughn make a bet on whether or not he’s built for fidelity. Unfortunately, there is one person that Ilya Rozanov has never gotten the chance to sleep with and whom he would destroy any number of relationships for just to have the privilege.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    fun read !!!!

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    Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.

    He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.

    And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...

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    12 Jun 2026

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    such an original and interesting idea !!!!!!!! shane writes smutty hockey romance novels under the pen name jane dutch !!!!!! must read

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    Of course Yuna has a burner account, not just one, many in fact. She uses them for her job as Shane’s manager, to keep tabs on hockey news, the league, rumor mills, and on occasion, Rozanov.

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    How Yuna comes to care for Ilya through twitter before ever meeting him. AKA Ilya clinches the title ‘favourite son’ arguably before Shane’s parents find out about their relationship.

    Spans the entire timeline of Heated Rivalry.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    ilya and yuna just heartwarming and beautiful

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    In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike

    feng (she/her) @flowerfeng · Apr 3, 2021
    gotta feel bad for shane hollander. like imagine everyone wishing you were in a secret gay relationship. and you gotta spend your career swearing you’re not in a secret gay relationship. but you ARE in a secret gay relationship. just w the wrong guy

    booboo the fool @cinnacin · Apr 4, 2021
    shane hollander w a hand on the bible: no im not in a decade-long secret relationship w fellow hockey player hayden pike
    roger cromwell: ok say it again without the hayden pike part 
    shane hollander: sweats nervously 

    (Or, imagine if #Shayden was the #LarryStylinson of the HR/GC universe)

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    10 Jun 2026

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    shayden as larry and hollanov and louis x zayn - sooooo good