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Иван помнит, как тело парализовало болью и как жалко упало тело. Было холодно — только собственная кровь согревала его в местах, где окрашивала одежду. Сознание угасало с уверенностью умирающего. И Иван больше не боялся, ведь Тилль будет жить, он обязательно справится и продолжит гореть и светить, как делал это всегда. Тилль...
Тилль выглядит иначе.
Волосы короче, но глаза всё такие же яркие, хоть и с неизменным сопровождением тёмного под ними. Он и не он одновременно.
Иван слабо моргает, пытаясь осмыслить происходящее
—Или очередная история о том, как Иван выжил и пытается с этим справиться
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Операция под кодовым названием "эндрилы" by ryzik
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
08 Feb 2024
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Коты, любовь, специальное предложение и, конечно, два одиноких детектива, переоценивших свои возможности
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Сайно прикрывает глаза и касается лбом лопаток. Скользит губами по чистой коже — боясь, что прикосновения к шрамам причинят боль.
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Вступая в отношения с Дилюком, Кэйа забыл об одном факте. Воспитание Дилюка было весьма... Консервативным.
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За прежний взгляд готов хоть на сожжение by ryzik
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
21 Aug 2022
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«Люблю» Дилюка было тем самым, которое сам он пока не понимал. Кэйа знал, что не любит Дилюка так же. Но он боялся того, что Крепус, если узнает, что Кэйа расстроил Дилюка, разочаруется. Боялся того, что первый и единственный друг, самый близкий ему человек, отвернётся от него.
И поэтому...
— И я тебя, Люк.
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Till loses a bet and has to go on a date with the school’s resident emo.
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18 Mar 2026
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“what did mizi want?”
ivan pouts at the lack of till in his hands. “nothing much. just wanted me to pose as her boyfriend for some family gathering next week.”
“oh, that’s—wait, what?”
(._.)
(mizi asks ivan to act as her boyfriend in front of her family. till, ivan's actual boyfriend, isn't pleased with this request. he's not pleased one bit.)
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04 Mar 2026
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Ivan is caught up in the usual college fanfair. Football, grades, family toubles, and parties. He's fake dating his friend Mizi to keep his parents off his back and to keep them from finding out Mizi's actually dating his sister.
So the last thing he needs is a beautiful boy who’s his exact opposite to enter the picture and distract him from everything.Or maybe that’s exactly what he needs…
Jock Ivan/Emo Till College AU with as little academics and sports as I can get away with.
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28 Feb 2026
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fishing for grief & other easily escapable emotions by anumone_7
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Jan 2026
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"Do you believe in heaven, Agent Red Star?" Mizi wonders, peering up at Ivan. Her neck hurts. Everything hurts, really. It feels stupid. Her mother has already told her that she's going to the store today to get a new fish, so the other one in the pair doesn't notice and tragically give in to loneliness. Mizi wishes her pain were so replaceable, too.
"Would you like me to believe in it, Agent Pink Jellyfish?" he asks, leaning down so they are at eye level. When the adults do it, Mizi tends to feel even smaller. But when Ivan does it, she feels just right-sized. "I mean, I do believe they have to go somewhere. The law of conservation of energy demands it."
Mizi sighs, shoulders sagging. "I think I slept through that lesson. Do you think Till's mother went to the same place, too?"
(Or: Mizi's goldfish dies, leaving her pondering over its fate. Ivan suggests a more practical method of mourning. Spoiler Alert: They decide to eat it.)
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26 Feb 2026
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"Ah," Till pants, swallowing. Ivan takes in every wave, every vibration, moving his fingers to the undulating rhythm. Is this how Till's throat moves when he hums along to his music? Suddenly, Ivan despises the futility of the ears. He wishes it were more common to listen with one's fingers. "F-Feels strange when you do that. L-Like your fingers are inside."
"Does... Does it?" Ivan murmurs, a tremor running through his torso, settling somewhere deep inside his thudding chest. He glances at Till's disjointed palms, imagining allowing crooked Till's fingers to enter the cavity of his throat, giving them a place beneath all those useless layers of skin. He has never considered envying Till, but he supposes this is as close he gets. Next time, he dares to think, then promptly bites his own tongue in reprimand. "And… Do you mind? I have washed them thoroughly, I assure you."
A familiar scowl surfaces on Till's face at that.
(Or: Ivan's hands like to take their time with Till.)
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25 Feb 2026