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It was good, overall, that no one had ever managed to break Buck of his impulsive, hothead ways completely. Bucking the lead, Bobby thinks fondly. It’s the thing that’ll save all of their lives again before the end finally comes, he's sure of it, and one day it'll make Buck the best kind of captain, the kind his team will follow to hell and back.
But it must be said that Buck’s learned the value of listening, too, over the years. The deeper rewards that discipline can bring, and that can only come from surrendering. Letting yourself turn towards the guidance of a steady hand, instead of flinching away.
Bobby sighs, rolling his neck from side to side. The only light is a soft warm glow from the lamps on either side of the bed, the ones he and Athena had picked out together at IKEA, five weeks and a dozen lifetimes ago. His eyes meander over the chiaroscuro of Buck's bicep, and his wife's shapely calf hanging over it, and Tommy's big hands, holding Buck firmly by the hips, so that his thrusts stay exactly the same length every time: slow and deep, exactly what Athena needed in order to really let go.
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Michael Zhang makes his palms itchy, the back of his neck clammy and cold. The world’s going to be hard on you, he thinks, and watches the kid watch the floor, his mouth flooding with the bitter metallic taste of blood before he realizes he’s bitten down. Learn to take a hit already. He feels a kind of repulsion that he doesn’t want to be feeling, a part of him that instinctually wants to flinch away, like you would from something old, or sick.
This is what it's like, seeing your reflection.
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05 Jun 2026
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Ménage à Trois by amandarin_orange21
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Ilya has been dying for an excuse to talk to Shane Hollander since their freshman year. So, when Hollander posts an ad for French tutoring sessions, Ilya jumps on the opportunity. It's nobody's business whether or not he's actually enrolled in a French class.
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30 May 2026
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it's after the after. after the sunset, back at the cottage, the comedown. a quiet conversation in the warm tub, night buzzing in through the open window. some ideas about the future. about what it's like to have one at all.
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25 May 2026
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Getting information out of Ilya about his family was like getting blood from stone. Maybe harder. It had been one of the first things Shane had noticed about him. Any questions about his parents – the kind of typical things Shane’s mom had taught him to ask to make polite conversations – would result in brusque, emotionless answers or, worse, actual anger.
But somewhere out there was Irina’s granddaughter. The only remaining blood relative that Ilya gave a shit about.
And Ilya could never go back, which was Shane’s fault.
So that bothered him.
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25 May 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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24 May 2026
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sometimes the fandom juggernaut is actually so good it makes you cry