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aqua regia by polarkai
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel (Comics), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
07 May 2026
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She was trying valiantly to adjust to the world around her, but it was harder than she thought it would be. Being abruptly yanked out of chemical subjugation had been disorienting at best and dehumanizing at worst, as she tried and failed to learn how to be a person again.
At least before the Blip, she’d had Natalia to guide her. Now, Yelena had no one.
…Or so she thought.
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- Part 2 of when facing the things we turn away from
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when the bough breaks by polarkai
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021)
22 Mar 2025
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Kate had the whole night planned out. They’d have dinner first, then drinks at the same bar where they had their first date. As soon as they returned home, Kate would pop the question. It was all going to be perfect, and hopefully, they’d end the night engaged.
The night went a bit differently than expected.
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suffer does the wolf, crawling to thee by polarkai
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
12 Jan 2025
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Powder was seven, then. It was her first hunt, and she’d only grown in her marksmanship since that day.
By the time she was twelve, she’d almost caught up to Vi’s record when she was the same age—five does and three bucks, twenty rabbits, seventeen squirrels, and two wild hogs. At seven, she was fresh off the boat, naive and dumb. At twelve, Powder knew everything there was to know about these woods, just like Vi and Vander.
At least, she thought they knew everything.
It turned out there was a lot about the woods in Zaun they didn’t know.
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your heaven doesn't want me and your hell won't let me in by polarkai
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Daredevil (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
04 Dec 2024
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Kate was a light in the darkness, necessary to see what she was moving towards. She lifted up Yelena’s mood instantly, the mere sight of messy brown hair and startling blue eyes sending electric currents running through Yelena’s body like she’d stuck the tip of her knife in an outlet.
She lit up the darkest parts of Yelena’s mind without even trying to, and Yelena knew she couldn’t afford to lose that.
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- Part 2 of the difference between hell and home
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[if you peel away the skin] is there anybody there? by polarkai
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
28 Jul 2024
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“You feel fulfilled?” she asked him, skeptical.
Alexei grabbed at his gut and gave her a toothy smile. “So full. So filled,” he said. He was telling the truth. Then his eyebrows scrunched back together as he asked her, “But what brings you here?”
Yelena hesitated to answer, as she felt that Alexei had no true concept of the complexity of his own question. “There is something wrong with me," she replied, eyes fixated on her fidgeting hands, hands that shed enough blood to fill the Pacific. “I cannot help but feel… unfulfilled.”
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- Part 1 of when facing the things we turn away from
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when facing the things we turn away from by polarkai
Fandom Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel (Comics), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
07 May 2026
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the painful beauty of heaven, the lucid moon, and the risen hunter by polarkai
Fandom Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
11 Jan 2025
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the difference between hell and home by polarkai
Fandom Black Widow (Movie 2021), Daredevil (TV), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Dec 2024
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Kate wasn't quite sure when Yelena became such an important part of her daily routine, but she certainly wasn't complaining. Yelena couldn't pinpoint the exact moment when Kate Bishop took priority over her addiction, but somewhere along the way, she became her new drug of choice.
If only love could make things easy.
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An entire semester later, Vi still felt like her roommate hated her. Every time she walked into their shared dorm, she was met with a glare and a huffed sigh, as though her mere presence was enough to warrant annoyance.
Vi mumbled a greeting, to which Caitlyn ignored as she walked out the door.
It wasn’t always so cold between them.
But ever since the Christmas party before the end of the year when they had drunkenly made out, it was back to icy stares and ignored greetings.
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aka. caitvi college roommates au
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31 May 2026
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“For as long as you’re inside, you’re not a doctor, you’re not a resident. You’re just Samira. You’re just someone who’s had a bad day,” Tentatively, his hand landed on the armrest in between them, inches away from hers. “Just someone who needs taking care of,” he leaned in and dropped his voice to a whisper, “Let me take care of you."
Jack finds Samira right after S2E13 and takes care of her the best he can. They both desperately need it.
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19 Apr 2026
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Exactly The Right Time by Possums4President
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
31 Mar 2026
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Set just after the events of Hawkeye, Kate Bishop struggles to understand who she is amongst the approaching criminal trial of her mother and increasing stains on her family legacy. Just when things are becoming too overwhelming to deal with alone, a certain Widow shows up to lend a hand and keep Kate from falling too deep into a dangerous web.
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- Part 1 of Shadow and Arrow
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31 Mar 2026
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The old woman's hand suddenly clamps around Samira's wrist with surprising strength and then there's the metallic rattling of a cuff closing. "What—" she tries, tugged back by the sudden weight around her hand.
"Are you shitting me?" Abbot asks, looking from where his right hand is cuffed to Samira's left.
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Myrna cuffs a very shirtless Jack Abbot to Samira, who cannot deal with all those freckles and muscles for a prolonged period of time.Bookmarked by polarkai
24 Mar 2026
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a little sugar in my bowl, a little sweetness down in my soul by arcticmonks
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
17 May 2025
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As she’s working with the next few patients (broken leg, UTI, baby with a fever), no one else says anything, though she does get a kind little smile from Jesse that says that he heard what happened but he doesn’t care. Too bad he’s gay. He’s kind and can actually hold a conversation, and that salt and pepper hair is —
“Dr. Mohan,” Abbot calls from somewhere behind her as she’s finishing up her last chart before she hands off to the night shift. “Come see me before you clock out.”
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- Part 1 of a little steam on my clothes
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03 Mar 2026