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The Beach by stacirrem
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
06 Jun 2026
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“Really the most important thing we have to do right now is get some research done. You know, gather some ideas,” He snuck a sly glance to the camera, teeing himself up. “Which is why I rented us a B and B. On the beach. We leave first thing in the morning.” He was back at the whiteboard, drawing a big circle around the house and stick figures.
“A vacation?” Jay asked breathlessly. They hardly ever left the city.
“Well,” Matt batted his eyes a bit. “We are due a honeymoon…”
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Matt and Jay get out of town...
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- Part 2 of The Bond
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08 Jun 2026
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why tonight, why tonight? by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
20 Apr 2026
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“I met a dental hygienist that was wearing a dog collar when we first got here, we danced and then he gave me a mint from a little baggy. It made sense that he’d carry those around, but then…” He just shrugs.
“Oh, Birdie,” He laughs, but it’s desperate, like a cry for help from the bottom of a well. “Was it - minty?” His voice sounds three octaves too high.
“I couldn’t tell. It’s so loud in here.”---
Matt and Jay plan to enthrall the Rivoli’s new booking agent at a gay club. Jay accidentally takes ecstasy thinking it's a breath mint, and Matt is subjected to torments previously unique to the trenches of WWI. It's going to be a long, long night.
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31 May 2026
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combat baby, come back by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
29 May 2026
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The whiteboard is the catalyst, but it really isn’t. It tips over a series of dominoes that lead to Jay’s bedroom, get under his feet, and walk him out the door. But, in the morning after, when the whiteboard has that big, capital D ‘Don’t’ on it, and Matt won’t be honest about having written it, despite it clearly being his handwriting, the whiteboard isn’t the catalyst, because Matt gets up on the couch and erases it, and it’s almost like it wasn’t there to begin with.
A retro/prospective on Jay McCarrol's fame.
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- Part 1 of puts you there where things are hollow
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30 May 2026
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a shyness that is criminally vulgar. by furnacecrow
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), BlackBerry (2023)
25 Apr 2026
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“I should quit and we could— I don’t know, do this all the time?” He opened his eyes and found Jay focused entirely on his mouth. “God, dude. What the fuck. You’re so pretty."
“Someone’s gonna see us.” They couldn’t have been more in public unless they were splayed out over the car hood, dry humping for the whole of Ontario to come witness. It didn’t sound like much of a warning, nor did it seem like Jay wanted Doug to come to his senses and fight back against his shameless show of desperation. It was just something they both needed to be reminded of, the fact that the rest of the world existed around them and they weren’t alone in their little bubble, free to do whatever they wanted.
“I don’t care.” The stick shift dug into Doug’s soft belly as he leaned over and crowded himself into the passengers seat as best as he could. The space was lacking and he wondered momentarily if he should have taken up the offer of a company car, if only now to have the space to fit himself against Jay like he wanted to be. “Do you?”
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29 May 2026
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In The End, I'll See Myself Again by marielleheller
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
23 May 2026
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If I threw away the only person who ever loved me… it should mean something. It should be worth it.
In 2008, a then-unknown Jay McCarrol left his roommate and his band to pursue fame as a solo artist. The intervening 17 years were a series of highs and lows, riding the wave of fame while it was not always kind to him.
An exploration of Famous Jay's career and the struggles with losing your only friend in pursuit of fame.
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29 May 2026