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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane and Ilya – happily married and bonded – are finally ready for a baby.

    Shane starts having regrets when he realizes their child might inherit his worst features.

    A story about love, fear, and the uncertainty that comes with becoming a parent.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    After Shane Hollander suffered a career ending injury in 2013, he had no idea what he wanted to do with his life. It wasn’t until 2018, when he connected with a surrogacy agency, that he finally felt like he could do something that would give him meaning and purpose once again.

    Oh, and by the way, his relationship with Ilya Rozanov also ended in 2013. That was because he fucking hated him.

    Oh, and by the way, It just so happens that Ilya, planning ahead for his unexpectedly early retirement, is looking for a surrogate to have his baby.

    A.K.A: the fic where Shane and Ilya never officially got together because they’re idiots, and now Shane has to decide whether or not he’s willing to carry a baby for a man he can’t stand.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Forty-one year old Shane has never bottomed before. Ilya offers to change that.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander, the captain of the Montreal Metros, has no place in this generic hotel in Philadelphia of all places. His team is in New York, and Hollander has fled the city under false pretenses and driven almost two hours in a rental car just to get fucked by his rival. There is no explanation he can give if he is spotted in the same hotel as the whole Boston tea.

    Ilya sees the panic in Hollander’s eyes. More clearly, though, he sees how Hollander is still in that place he goes to when they fuck.

    “I can’t go out,” Hollander whimpers and puts his hands over his ears. As if blocking the sound of the alarm will diffuse the situation.

    “You are not dying in fire,” Ilya snaps, the one true thing he knows, and throws a hoodie at him. “We figure it out. Come on.”

     

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    When a fire alarm interrupts Shane and Ilya’s meeting in a Philadelphian hotel, they need to evacuate. Under the scrutiny of his coach, teammates, and fans, can Ilya take care of Shane, who is suffering from a panic attack coupled with a sub drop? And later, when Ilya faces an injury, can Shane muster up the courage to stand by his side?

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    04 Jun 2026