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    Forty-one year old Shane has never bottomed before. Ilya offers to change that.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.

    Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.

    [Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane has always been a person who craves physical affection from those closest to him, but asking for it is hard for him.

    Ilya has always been a person who craves physical affection, and has sought it out in largely unhealthy ways.

    Even someone like Cliff Marleau who doesn't know the truth can see how instinctively they seek each other out for physical touch. Those in the know worry about them.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    It really is pathetic, Shane thinks, how he just wanted to be close to Rozanov. He hadn’t even minded the smoke from his cigarette, not if it meant that at the very least their thighs still touched over the covers.

    For Shane Hollander, there is no escaping Ilya Rozanov.

    or, shane drops after vegas and hopes the feeling doesn't last forever, but he'll take what he can get.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”

    “You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”

    “Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”

    “If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“

    “A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”

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    or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.

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