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Samira needs a fake boyfriend for her cousin's wedding. Jack volunteers. The only problem is that he's the one person she's wants something real with.
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“I’ll go with you,” he says, in the same low tone she’s heard once before. In an empty exam room last month when he said, I’ll pay for it, like it was the easiest thing in the world. Like it’s easy now to offer this.
Samira gapes at him. “Wait, what?”
“The wedding. I could be your plus one or fake date or whatever. If you want.” He adjusts the straps on his go-bag but never looks away from her eyes.
“You would do that for me?”
Abbot shrugs. “My therapist says I need to get out more."
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04 Jun 2026
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Isn’t that heartbreak, though? To feel like you have lost a part of yourself, a piece of your soul, and wonder how you existed before them?
To go back to her life that was previously untouched by Jack feels like a punishment, and Samira doesn’t think she’s strong enough for it.
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03 Nov 2025
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He was meeting someone. And he was genuinely excited about it. He had been messaging a woman for weeks anonymously, and he was thrilled to admit they had real chemistry. It didn't erase the pull he felt for the R-3 standing next to him, but he was excited to make a connection.
"Well, I won't keep you. I'm just waiting,” she said.
"No trouble at all, Mohan." He glanced down at his phone and sent off a message.
(20:26) I'm here. By the bar. Blue sweater.
He heard the familiar ping that meant a message had been received from the app. He glanced back at his phone, but there was no message for him. Instead, Samira was looking down at her phone. Then back to him. Then to his sweater and then his face again. Her already large brown eyes doubled in size.
Jack felt realization wash over him. Shit.
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31 Oct 2025
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“Did it matter?” There’s a desperate voice shouting in her mind, banging against her skull. Tell me you miss me. Tell me you love me. Tell me. Show me. Hold me.She could blame the whiskey or the red wine she chugged in her empty apartment, or even her new meds. She wants to blame anything other than herself. “Did it mean something?”
She knows those eyes. She’s known them all her life, even if it took twenty-six years to finally find them. Jack rubs the back of his head with an open palm, looks through her to the door he’s always watching. “As much as you want it to.”
When the highs are stratospheric, the lows are catastrophic.
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- Part 4 of on & on & on
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18 Oct 2025
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Jack finds it’s hard to draw neat bounds around the amorphous object that is their entanglement. Samira says the trouble began when he kissed her breathless behind a tree at Heather and Robby’s wedding. He doesn’t know how to tell her it was likely the first time he saw her in the damn parking lot.
AKA, the Mohabbot situationship fic.
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18 Oct 2025