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    “Is he whining about Eddie being mean to him again?” Robin is leaning in the doorway, eating a leftover slice that’s probably cold by now. “You talk about him more than you talk about girls, Steve, it’s getting concerning. Anyone would think you had a crush.”

    or, steve is pretty convinced eddie now hates him. turns out eddie has the opposite problem.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Breathless, Stiles shifted his gaze up and went red from the knowing smirk on the deific face. The man’s red eyes sparkled in the moonlight, glowing like two fires on the tips of the candles. One of his thick eyebrows was lifted in amusement.

    He was the most beautiful being Stiles had ever seen. As was probably expected, considering he was the god of sexual desire.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane was still angry. Rozanov’s plan had been to, what? Seduce him so they’d bond? He hadn’t even though to ask Shane first! Shane should get up and walk away and let his dad take him back to Russia and lock him away. Then Shane wouldn’t have to bond with him. Shane didn’t want to bond.

    But Shane had told Rozanov they’d be a team, just the two of them, and Rozanov seemed so scared and vulnerable. But Shane had started thinking about what they could do, the two of them on the ice, bonded. He’d had wingers he’d connected to before, who seemed to be able to read his mind. How much more incredible would this be, someone who’d always know where he was, what his intentions were?

    “No one can know,” Shane said.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    02 Jun 2026

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    llya wishes their rookies would just learn to whisper, or, optionally, to not have these conversations in his immediate vicinity. 

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    02 Jun 2026

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.

    “I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”

    He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.

    When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.

    (the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)

    (or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “There is this club. Here in Boston. It is queer club, but secret. No phones, sign NDA beforehand. The cover charge is high, so is more– more exclusive.” He says this nonchalantly, gesturing to the air. He looks up and makes eye contact with Shane. “We could go.” Shrugs. “Together.”

    Shane stares at him, mouth open slightly. He waits for the punchline, like Rozanov is setting up some ridiculous joke. Rozanov just stares back at him, almost as if he isn’t breathing. It takes Shane a second to realize that he is being serious, and the earnestness of the invitation nearly brings him to his knees.

    Ilya Rozanov,” Shane grins. “Are you asking me out on a date?”

    or; shane and ilya go dancing

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    31 May 2026

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    When William Poindexter comes down with an uncomfortable double infection that leads him to the hospital pharmacy, the last thing on earth he expects, or wants, is to be met face to face with the most beautiful pharmacy technician - no, most beautiful man - he's ever seen. If only he, himself, wasn't awkward around hot guys...and didn't look like death warmed over.

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    30 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov: former rivals on the ice, lovers off of it, and now husbands on a spontaneous road trip. They've got no destination, zero chill, and one rule: wherever the road ends, they end up tangled, breathless, and hopelessly in love.

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    25 May 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya had been drafted to the same team and fell in love as teammates instead of rivals?

    Shane and Ilya are both drafted to the Minnesota Nomads. What begins as new teammates building a friendship slowly deepens into a quiet, intense love neither of them expected.

    A story of teammates-to-lovers, found family, tragedy, and a love strong enough to survive even the coldest nights.

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    25 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is missing. He never made it to the cottage, and no one knows why.

    Now Ilya Rozanov is asking for your help: follow the clues, open the file, and find him before anyone else realizes he’s gone.

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    20 May 2026

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    20 May 2026

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    A white bow holds the arrangement together in the vase, keeping with the white lily theme he has going. The nurses seem genuinely touched by Shane’s thoughtfulness— “She’s my daughter. Of course, I’m always going to buy her flowers.”

    or Shane, Ilya and the growing pains of Yuri Hollander-Rozanova.

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    19 May 2026

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    ”No, he didn’t say anything. It’s just the way he was acting. Y’know. Cocky. With his better than you attitude, like he owned the rink. And his stupid ratty brown hair and fucking— sparkling gray eyes,” Shoma rants.

    Shane meets Ilya’s eyes, a wordless conversation happening between them.

    ”Did, ah,” Ilya tries delicately, ears pink, “Did he come to your locker room? Or try to flash you in the locker room?

    Shane bursts out laughing— heaving laughs that have him doubling over.

    Or: Parents Hollanov attempt to give their kids the Talk.

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    19 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is trying his best to keep everyone compliant with Health, Safety and Wellbeing standards at Centaurs by Design. Ilya Rozanov does his best to make Shane's job as difficult as possible.

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    14 May 2026

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    Kept me up for hours because I just could not stop! I literally paused at chapter 5 to go to sleep and didn't last 20 minutes before I was like, nah, I need to go on! Perfect, inspired, exquisite!

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    a collection of only vaguely connected fics about Ilya being a menace to Shane (and other people)

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    10 May 2026

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    Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.

    But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.

    If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.

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    04 May 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    01 May 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    29 Apr 2026

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