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    “This is so wrong”
    “Yes”
    “Ilya, we’re terrible together”
    “That is true”
    “God, I want you”
    “I know, baby”
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    Or: Ilya and Shane are exes with benefits and old habits die hard, right?

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya simply smiles, “Moya Lyubov, good to see you too.”

    Shane opens his mouth to continue his rant before seeming to remember that he is still in the middle of the showers, where a few stragglers are furiously scrubbing soapy suds off their chests, rushing to finish and get out of Shane’s warpath.

    “For fucks sake,” Shane groans, “Get the fuck out of here already! I’m trying to yell at your fucking captain!”

    Ilya watches, delightedly, as his defensemen run out of the room with their tails tucked.

    Shane doesn’t even wait for the last man to cross the threshold into the locker room before he is whirling on Ilya again.

    “A hands-off rule? Who the fuck do you think you are?”

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    Campus nerd and golden boy Shane Hollander breaks up with Hockey captain and notorious fuckboy Ilya Rozanov because he wants to pursue other options. Ilya issues a campus wide hands off law to make sure that doesn’t happen. When Shane storms into The BU hockey’s teams showers to tell off his ex, Ilya is determined to get the truth out of him for why they really broke up, because he knows deep down he’s the only one Hollander truly wants. Just like Shane is the only one he’s ever truly needed to keep.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is called to the king to receive an unexpected reward for his triumphs.

    The king places a leash in his hand and offers him a single night with his most prized possession, the omega concubine known as Jane.

    Ilya has no interest in palace pleasures, and even less interest in touching something that clearly belongs to the king. But Jane is nothing like the obedient pet the court whispers about—sharp-tongued, manipulative, and very aware of the effect he has on people. Worse, he has been watching Ilya for a long time… and he very much wants him.

    And Jane has plans.

    After all, if Sir Ilya Rozanov is going to ruin him…
    He might as well keep him.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "Do you like your wife?" Shane pushed, the words falling out before he could stop them. It was a dangerous and very stupid question.

    Ilya paused. His hand moved from the lace of Shane’s underwear to his hip, gripping him firmly.

    Ilya leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of Shane’s ear. His breath was hot, sending shivers down Shane’s spine. "If I say yes," he whispered, "will you still let me fuck you?"

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    Shane is spending the summer working as a bev cart boy at an exclusive golf club. Where he meets the former hockey player, currently married, Ilya Rozanov.

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    31 May 2026