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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    i. kriegspiel
    come back. even as a shadow, even as a dream.
    ii. psychobabble
    i’m a movement by myself, but i’m a force when we’re together.
    iii. white day
    i wrote a long love letter to you because it was too hard to write a short one.
    iv. night rather than day
    hell is empty and all the devils are here.
    v. if
    everyone is a spider pretending to be a butterfly.
    vi. diazepam
    i hope i don’t fuck it up again.

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    07 Nov 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Typically, between the two, Toya was the one confessed to by the girls at their school. He’d need more than his two hands to count the number of times his and Akitos’ lunch break had been disturbed by a flustered and anxious girl who had approached their corner on the roof.

     

    Toya was the one who the girls, classmates and upperclassmen alike, confessed to. They both, to their misfortune, knew that. So when a girl approached them, asking to talk to Akito rather than Toya, both of them were confused. And what was that strange feeling in Toya’s chest?

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    23 Oct 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    akito is sick and hates himself thats it thanks

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    22 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Toya can’t help but relish every moment he spends with Akito. He’s not too sure of this feeling, but he revels in their little moments. Akito truly brights up his day, just like the sun would.

    Or: these idiots finally get together

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    13 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love them

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Because, that was all he had been waiting to hear, wasn’t it? He was lovable, he was wanted, perhaps even needed. Perhaps he had a place in the world and he wouldn’t have to feel like a dead weight and a waste of space anytime he silently put a bottle of wine in the fridge for Akito’s new lover or gave him his opinion on the person he was currently seeing or every time emotions bubbled up in his soul and he thought of them as illegitimate, unjustified, inexcusable.

    After all, Akito was a master connoisseur of love, much more partial to the taste of stolen kisses than the acrid taste of bloodied wine on his delectable lips, who better than him could judge what was worth of being cared for and what not? And Touya longed, he wanted to scream with the overpowering yearning for his love stained lips on his own dry and starved ones, their ridicule distance making his head spin faster and faster and faster, Akito is not yours.

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    during the party for a friend's engagement, Akito drinks a little too much: and what kind of friend would Touya be if he didn't take care of him? He will have to just put his feelings for his best friend aside for the night, hoping that he won't ruin anything. What could go wrong?

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    18 Sep 2024