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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    Ellie doesn't entirely understand why the things that happened to her were wrong — she just knows she was hungry and scared and that the dark in that particular closet had a specific texture she's been trying to forget.

    The Millers are different. She can see that. She's just not sure yet if different means safe, or if safe means permanent, or if permanent is something that actually exists for someone like her.

    Joel builds things with his hands and shows love the same way — through presence, through action, through sliding Sally across the floor without being asked. Tess knows what it is to be a case number in a system that doesn't see you, because she was one once. Sarah is fourteen and has made a highlighted document and has decided, quietly and completely, that this is her sister.

    Ellie is six years old. She is trying very hard not to need them.
    She is not succeeding.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Draco Malfoy might not be a killer, but it turns out he's an effective painkiller. If stopping pain was all Draco's touch did, things might not be so complicated, but either way Harry can't afford to be choosy.

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    13 Apr 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Stage One: Denial
    Stage Two: Anger
    Stage Three: Bargaining
    Stage Four: Depression
    Stage Five: Acceptance
    Stage Six: Finding Meaning

    Please read the tags and take care this fic deals a lot with death and suicide, but there is a happy ending.

    Pete doesn't know how he's supposed to go on when Vegas dies at the pool. Luckily, fate has other plans for them.

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    17 Mar 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Vegas’s whole world falls apart when Pete and Macau are kidnapped. When he learns why, the whole matter becomes all the more dire. It’s a race against the clock to find them before it’s too late, and, unfortunately, he may have to ask for help from those he hates most - his cousins.

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    07 Mar 2024

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    just jaewon and jihyun in post-canon shenanigans:

    1. Taehyung (unstoppable force) meets Jihyun (immovable object)
    2. Jaewon reintroduces himself to Jihyun's boss
    3. Jihyun gets possessive
    4. Jaewon gets possessive (in his own way)
    5. Jihyun and Jaewon confront their fears
    6. The end-of-year beach trip with the surf club
    7. A year in the life
    8. Jaewon and his father issues
    9. Jaewon meets Jihyun's parents and finds out what a home feels like
    10. Jaewon spends the New Year with Jihyun's family
    11. Jihyun moves on, Jaewon recovers
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    12 Nov 2023