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    “I can always play poker,” Hollander says, far slower than he’d recited the stats. “What are you playing?”

    “Durak,” Ilya says when the others just look expectantly at him.

    After a beat, Hollander seems to muster up his courage. “Can I join?”


    Or: Five times people learn the still waters of one Shane Hollander hide a veritable card shark, and one time Ilya gets to see a different side.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    I fucking LOVE card games, but kinda suck at most of them lmao So I had great fun imagining Shane absolutely demolishing everyone. I've never actually heard of Legratto, so I'll have to look this one up! 1000/10, this is so absolutely my niche. *I am practically vibrating with the joy I had reading this*

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    The play is very, very obvious. Ilya has spent most of his life wanting to be away from it, and to do that, you need a lot of money. The man in front of him has a lot of money, and better yet, a deep appreciation for the muscles that make up Ilya’s stomach. Ilya wishes he had the texts in hand, thick, soft pieces to feed back into his frowning mouth. Remember? When you said: I like you so much, and god I feel crazy and Fuck me, fuck me harder, more, god you feel so big, so good. I can feel you—please, you’re going to make me come. Please can I come. Please, Ilya.

    Always, they beg. Ilya is happier than he thought possible to fit in one body.

    or: Catfish au.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Wow. Incredibly evocative. 10/10, my soul hurts after reading this 😿

  3. Rec 28

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    And it was nice, having someone who distilled every action so completely it was almost binary: you are doing this for hockey, or you are doing this for Shane. The choice was simple. But it didn’t stop him from wondering on occasion if he had made his life smaller. The thought kept him up at night like the sound of Shane’s voice when they’d sat at the table with his parents for the first time—he’s trying to be loyal to me, not Boston. The terror of thinking he had betrayed himself balanced perfectly by the thrill of knowing Shane liked it. Total equilibrium.

    Two summers, nine years apart, and the changes they bring.

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya texts the wrong number. Shane keeps replying.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    With thousands of adoring fans screaming out onto the ice, Rozanov knows he can’t lash out at any player who body checks Hollander (except himself, duh) without raising suspicion.

    But when Shane gets attacked walking out of Ilya’s apartment complex, all bets are off.

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    18 Jun 2026