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  1. Summary

    daiharu dumps for @adagios and @mxjules

    prepare to get hurt

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  1. Rec 17

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    There was no one left to pray to. No angels he cared about since Cas had been taken by the Empty. No God. There was Jack, whatever kind of God he was, but Dean didn’t pray to him either. He prayed to a thing inside himself. A creature who cowered and whined and hid its face under the blanket of a Hunter’s disguise, telling itself over and over that it was good. It was good and righteous and it had saved more than it had killed. 

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Cas’s fingertips held in his own, Dean brings the angel’s hand to his mouth, and presses his lips to Cas’s weathered knuckles.

    It’s just a thank you. It’s just a way of saying thank you.

    Of saying 'thanks, I know that having to do this shit all the time must annoy you, and I know that for some reason you’ve chosen to worry about me and I’m sorry that you have to, and also, I appreciate it.'

    It took Dean years not to resent the help of Cas healing him. But slowly the resentment melts into tolerance, and again into thankfulness. And every time Cas touches Dean to heal him, he starts saying his thanks by repaying in touch. It starts with grazing his lips against Cas's knuckles, squeezing his hands, kissing the soft skin of his wrist.

    It’s a way of saying thanks. And, he guesses, sorry.

    Of saying, 'Sorry for scaring you. I don’t know how me being hurt could scare you like it always seems to. But it always seems to. And that scares me.'

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    15 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    They’re in love <3

  3. Rec 85

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    At eighteen, Castiel Novak thinks he’s an adult. The X’s on his hands at the music venue say otherwise. So does the bartender who shuts him down with, “I don’t think so, kid,” when Castiel asks for his number.

    He keeps coming back anyway. For the music. Not the bartender, of course.

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    05 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    It’s not just a phase!

  4. Rec 23

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    Team Free Will can’t seem to catch a break.

    Metatron is in the wind. The brothers are at an impasse. Dean is succumbing to The Mark, and Castiel is on angelic borrowed time.

    So when Dean finds a missing persons’ case that might just be a lead, Castiel is all too happy to go along for the ride.

    Their so-called milk run takes a sour turn when they discover that the missing teen’s old CRT TV is a conduit for an unknowable force that wants, very badly, to make itself known to them, and worse, their secrets known to each other.

    And it’s going to use every available wavelength to do it.

    Including Castiel.

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    30 May 2026

  5. Rec 70

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    While Dean recovers from the Mark, Cas recovers from Rowena's attack dog spell. As the two of them spend their time recovering together in the bunker, Cas theorizes that frequent touching will be beneficial for Dean and help him become a better hunter.

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    21 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    They’re in love!!!