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    “Thank you,” she says, sincerely, curling up against him. Her head lands comfortably on his chest, listening to the sound of his breath and the beat of his heart. That, that, that feels like home, she thinks. No matter where she is in the world, no matter what she does, this will always be the feeling of coming back home.

     

    “For what?”

     

    “For believing in me. Even when nobody else does.”

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    Samira has experience in the art of not being enough. She doesn’t think she can bear it when it comes to Jack Abbot. So—better safe than sorry.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    "You know what your problem is?" He steps closer, close enough that she has to tilt her head back to meet his eyes. "You're so afraid of feeling something that you'd rather feel nothing at all. You'd rather be miserable and 'serene' than happy and—"

    "Than what? What's the alternative? Let myself care about you and then watch it destroy everything I've built?"

    "Who says it has to destroy anything?"

    "History. Experience. Every Jedi who's ever fallen because they couldn't control their attachments."

    "Or maybe they fell because their Order made them so afraid of attachment that they never learned how to handle it. Maybe if someone had just let them feel—"

    Samira is a Jedi Knight who knows her Code by heart. Jack is the smuggler who makes her want to forget it entirely.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Life has occasioned to kick Jack Abbot in the teeth more times than he can count. More times than he has fingers, more times than the five toes he lost or the five toes he still has. He keeps this in mind when Samira Mohan emails him asking permission to submit the article they co-authored two summers ago, Efficacy and Complications of Intracardiac Pigtail Catheterization in the Emergency Room Setting, to present at a conference in Philadelphia.

    He has not seen her for almost two years. It took six months for him to get her new phone number, and another six months after that to convince her that he really meant it when he said that he wanted to keep in touch. 

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    21 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    "Because the light is not something you see, exactly. You don’t look at it, or breathe, you feel a pressure but you don’t look. It is like being in the same room as a man you love."

    a dual character study of samira and jack. loser4loser, active suicide risk/active suicide risk etc.

    samira is drowning; jack is on fire. they both wear rings around their necks

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