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“He doesn’t sleep.” The sentence ripped out of Buck before he could stop it. Tears threatened to spill as he brought his hand up, waving it around like it could solve all his problems. Admitting to his failure made him feel like a monster. “We’ve tried melatonin, tea, extra bedtime stories, exercising— Nothing works. Nothing works and Eddie, I am so fucking tired.”
Pathetic. He was pathetic. Almost every new parent went through a phase where their kid barely slept. Everyone else could handle it, including Maddie and Chim, so why couldn’t he? How did they push through feeling so beyond sick, that left and right and up and down all looked the same?
Earlier, he swore he saw the version of Daniel he saw in his coma dream lurking behind him. Did they see ghosts too?
A soft thumb ran over his cheek. Buck couldn’t stop himself from leaning into it.
“Baby,” Eddie whispered, soft and oh-so-concerned. In no universe did Buck deserve him. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
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Or the one where Theo has kept Buck awake for four days straight, and Eddie won't let him fall any further.
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- Part 14 of Buck + Eddie
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You Can Start A Family (Who Will Always Show You Love) by beinglovedbyme
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Mar 2025
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“Have you ever thought about changing your name?”
The room goes silent again. Ravi’s not too sure what compelled him to say that exactly, except the fact that there’s probably a carbon monoxide leak in the firehouse that only affects him. Symptom of concern: foot-in-mouth syndrome.
Buck blinks, finally looking at him. “What?”
Ravi shrugs. “If you don’t like your name, what’s stopping you from changing it? My sister did it. She didn’t have any other reason than not liking it.”
Huh. If he’s being honest, Buck hadn’t thought of that. He figured people only legally change their names for pressing reasons like getting married or going into witness protection, not because they want to. “I… I guess I could? Although Buck Buckley sounds kinda weird.”
A look of serious contemplation crosses Eddie’s face, a mix of doubt, hope, and something dangerously close to love. Buck doesn’t notice, too caught up in pondering his new idea, but everyone else can see it. That’s why no one is surprised when Eddie speaks up quietly, one hand sliding to Buck’s shoulder again, and says, “What about Buck Diaz?”
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"What the hell are you doing, Buck?! You could have been killed!" Eddie roared, his voice cracking with the sheer terror of almost losing him. He gripped Buck's shoulders, shaking him slightly to force him to look at him. "Look at me! What is wrong with you?!"
But the anger died instantly in Eddie’s throat.
Buck wasn't fighting back or apologising. Instead, his head rolled back slightly, his blue eyes glassy, unfocused, and swimming with a terrifying vacancy. His lips were trembling, and as Eddie watched, a low, broken whimper escaped Buck's throat—a soft sound of absolute distress that an Omega should never make in the middle of a chaotic environment.
Buck let Tommy be his heat partner. Something went really, really wrong.
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- Part 3 of Sunny's Alpha!Eddie/Omega!Buck Week 2026
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“What a conundrum,” Chim says. “Wherever will you find an alpha you trust? Who wants to be around you all the time, to the point of texting my wife about why your location is turned off. It’s a real mystery.”
Eddie’s vision goes a little black at the edges, and his hearing dissolves into a shrill ringing.
Buck’s voice cuts through the noise. “Eddie?” he asks. “I- what- He wouldn’t-”
“He would,” Eddie says without thinking.
That pit in his stomach feels like it’s grown into a watermelon. They’re all going to think that he only wants to spend a heat with Buck because he’s an omega. Buck’s going to think it—he’s going to look at Eddie, and soon he’s going to be able to scent him, and there won’t be any hiding it. Eddie’s going to ruin everything.
or; buck presents as an omega after new mexico. eddie, with newly realized feelings, offers to help him through his first heat. platonically
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Buck steps closer again. "Christopher received a tattoo. Onto his face. A big one. I believe it is of the Spiderman."
"A tattoo of—"
Eddie cuts himself off, thinking back to exactly what Chris had been doing at school today. And then promptly bursts into loud laughter, lurching forward slightly with the intensity of the sound.
Buck makes a surprised noise, something sharper than a human can, like tinkling glass, and startles back slightly. "Eddie tattoos are dangerous for young humans! I researched! Why are you laughing?"
"It's not—" Eddie cuts himself off, laughing harder, and stumbles forward to grab Buck's shoulder, over the fabric of his shirt. "It's not a tattoo, Buck. It's face paint."
Alien!Buck learns about washable paint. Him and Eddie explore watercolors.
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12 Jun 2026