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    Ilya inherits a surly grief-stricken nine year-old.

    Charlie lashes out with grief. Shane makes schedules and plans meals and angsts about what a terrible father he's turned out to be. Yuna tries desperately to build another kid into a sports prodigy. And Ilya isn't sure how to reconcile all the different people in his life and become the father he wishes he could have had.

    Meanwhile, there's still a whole hockey season to play.

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    A fic where everyone is doing their best, not to mention attempting their therapy homework. But where success and family is not a straight line.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya had a perfect, uninterrupted time over summer, and they have their future planned: start a charity, become public friends, retire, come out.

    That all changes when Ilya finds out he has a child.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    A series of somewhat haphazardly connected social media fics that take inspo from pop/stan culture

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has no idea what had led to the confrontation, or why, even now, the words hit him like a blow to the gut, the finality of them knocking the air from his lungs like a wave of frigid ocean water. In that moment, Hollander had closed a door between them, forever, and apparently that mattered, because Ilya had gone to bed, angry and alone in a luxury hotel suite, and then he'd woken up in fucking Saskatchewan several years earlier.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?

    Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.

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    09 Jun 2026