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A missed call and voicemail from NYC Chef is enough to break the tenuous resolve Carmy has struggled to maintain since his meltdown during Friends and Family Night. Richie does his best to help him through it.
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Hank finds out that Connor is struggling just as much as he is. It's hard living in this screwed-up world, but maybe together they could make it through somehow.
*Warning: Mentions of suicidal thoughts, as seen in the game
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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11 May 2026
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Luca tells him a story, something about his sister and their childhood and peaches, all while Carmy’s mouth still burns. He glances past Luca, just for a second, at the clock, and notices it’s completely blurry. He blinks three times quickly to try and clear his eyes, but it doesn’t work. The two paintings on both sides of it are crystal clear, but he can’t read a single thing on the clock. Someway, somehow, when he realizes the clock doesn’t work, his mouth doesn’t burn anymore.
NO SEASON 4 SPOILERS!!
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06 Aug 2025
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Carmy Berzatto, only with a self harm problem
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06 Aug 2025
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“Why don’t you wanna have sex?”
“Huh?” Carmy says, because he doesn’t know what to say to that. Oh, sorry Claire, I can’t fuck you cuz my sexual experiences include my mom and my boss, and that makes sex a bit weird for me.
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aka carmy was sexually abused by donna, which complicates thingsBookmarked by mayukoson
06 Aug 2025
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“You’re not making me do anything,” Natalie rolls her eyes, “I’m your big sister,” she says like that’s enough reasoning. And he guesses it must be. Some unspoken rule within siblings to tear them a new one and declare you love them all at the same time. He relents because he knows he’d do the same. Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow. But he’d do it.
He’s her brother, after all.
(or the berzatto siblings at different ages and how they see each other)
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30 Jul 2025