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    When Riko Moriyama dies, Kevin is forced to confront his past and all the secrets he has long buried—even from himself. As his former life in the Nest seems to resurface, Kevin tries to move forward in the only way he knows how, but years of pain and abuse drag him into a downward spiral. And as his past and present begin to intertwine, Kevin must decide what will become of his future.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Kevin Day is intimately familiar with the rotting aches inside of himself and he is oh so aware that he will make it worse given the opportunity every time. One day, maybe, he will learn that not everyone seeks to hurt him. Maybe he will learn to accept Jeremy and Jean's intentions for what they are.

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    15 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    "oh, come on," riko says. "andrew will definitely notice."

    "he's got nathaniel to worry about, thanks to you. he won't."

    "i still think you should tell someone."
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    the only person who seems concerned about kevin's drinking problem is a hallucination of riko that only kevin can see.

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    15 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Thea won't even talk to me during our games. She's my backliner, for god's sake, and she won't even announce a pass to me! It's gonna hurt our game. I can't believe she would do this."

    "You sound more worried about your season than your relationship," Jeremy teased. Everyone else listening knew Kevin was, in fact, more worried about their games than his marriage.

    "Obviously. She could have dropped this on me in the off-season when we had time to deal with it. Why would she do this to me now? Coach has already noticed the change on the court, how would I explain this?"

    "Easy," Jean cut in, voice irritated or distracted, it was hard to tell even after all these years. "Just do what she asked."

    Kevin's face distorted in a way only Jean could elicit. "She didn't ask me to do anything."

    "Are you saying you know Thea more than her husband does?" Jeremy tried again to keep the mood light, but Kevin needled at Jean as sharply as Jean did Kevin.

    "No, I'm saying I know Kevin better than he knows himself. She said to get fucked, and that's what you need. You don't even realize you want it to be Jeremy, but I think any one of us would do."

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Like he said, Kevin was selfish. He would likely be doused in darkness of the Nest forever, and selfishly, he wanted there to be someone with him. Someone to share the burden of Riko’s attacks and the master’s harsh words and the smell of blood soaked cotton.

    He knew though, in watching Jean smile softly at Jeremy, that Kevin was going to be alone for the rest of his life.

    Or: Kevin reflects on his relationships and wonders what could have been.

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    08 Jun 2026