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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    “You are so silent now, but you left me so boldly last time.” Ilya brings up the time like it pained him, but was covered up by a carefully built wall of nonchalance. Shane could see right through it.

    “Oh, fuck off. Don’t act like you care. Maybe it brushed your ego a bit when I left, but I know for a fact I was just another fuck for you. Maybe you making things all homey out of nowhere was new to me. Maybe I was scared because I knew deep down that you didn’t, still don’t, feel the same way about me that I feel about you. Goddamnit, Ily- Rozanov.” Tears had started spilling from Shane’s eyes now, he could feel his cheeks wet.

    The worst thing of all of this is how the farther Shane got in with his rant, the more Ilya’s face contorted from cocky to cold, painful guilt.

     

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    my version of the club scene in episode 4 with shane and ilya

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    20 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 2

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    Shane, Ilya, Hudson, and Connor are still in the Hybrid Alternate Universe, trying to solve the mystery of how the citizens of this world are being turned savage, and who is behind it all. However, whoever is behind all this seems to always be two steps ahead of them. Well, it's a good thing Shane is a pro at the Stairmaster; maybe he, with the help of his friends, can get *three* steps ahead.

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    18 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    Once upon a time, Ilya had been able to take as long as he wanted to cool down after practice. He used to stay late, picking up cones and chatting with the coaches or helping rookies run drills. Then, he’d pedal on the elliptical bike until his knees felt like they’d pop right out of his legs. Only then, when he could barely stand, would Ilya drag himself to the shower and then back to his empty house, where he might be able to FaceTime his husband if he were lucky. 

    Like most good things, though, that has come to an end.

    Or: Troy knows the secret to getting Ilya's attention is by using Shane's oral fixation against him. Ilya is all too happy to let them play him like a fiddle.

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Do you want to have a threesome?”

    “Well, if you are offering…”

    “Ilya, are you being serious right now?”

    Ilya looked up at him, chin resting on his chest, moving in time with him as he breathed. “Only if you are.”

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    Ilya and Shane like Troy's vibe.

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    17 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    “This was wrong. This was Hayden’s best friend; he shouldn't be seeing this. Not that Hayden hadn’t seen Shane naked a million times, but that was different; that was the locker room surrounded by their teammates. This was intimate, just Shane in a stunning, vulnerable position, and oh god, Jackie. Hayden had a wife; he should not be staring at anyone other than his wife. He would beg Jackie for her forgiveness later, but for now, Hayden would not, could not move, could not look away.”

    Or. In a post-tuna meltdown heated rivalry, Montreal loses the following game badly, and Shane doesn’t take it well, as Shane does. Determined to never hook up with Rozanov again, he tries to take matters into his own hands literally. Thanks to a faulty hotel bathroom lock, Hayden Pike sees Shane like never before, and brings up some complicated feelings for Hayden... and Shane, and Jackie, and Ilya.

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    17 Jun 2026