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"By nine," Buck sighs, starting to fidget. "I know."
"So you'll start to soak the—"
Buck's beer bottle hits the table with a sharp clank.
"God! Yes! I'll soak the damn cake. Between chauffeuring your son and baking for my niece and listening to my brother-in-law gripe about all of his paperwork, which he only has because the guy who used to do it died, Christ," Buck's voice is sharp, dismissive—
And catches Eddie completely by surprise.
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14 Apr 2026
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He wants to blame Eddie, to pin all his problems on him, this predicament, this confusion, this constriction on his heart that he's been terrified to admit has been there for years. He could blame it on his stupid hair, his stupid lips, his stupid smile, his stupid eyes that always manage to see right through Buck's bullshit.
His stupid hands and the stupid way they felt grabbing his own, desperate and longing for something Buck still isn’t sure is his to give.
Buck and Eddie get into a fight. Buck falls into a ditch about it.
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13 Apr 2026
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“You can’t tell me I didn’t pick you,” Eddie says, voice shaking, “when you never put yourself on the table to begin with.”
Buck just looks at him—tired, concussed, past pretending.
“Eddie, I’ve been on the table for years. Jesus Christ—I built the damn table. I sanded it, stained it, set a fucking place for you at it. I waited for you to sit down. Do you know what it does to a person to love a life they're not actually part of? To be allowed everywhere but chosen nowhere?”
Or, a collapsing stairwell, years of swallowed feelings, and a fight that finally forces the words out.
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11 Apr 2026
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When a new paramedic joins the 118 and immediately gravitates toward Eddie, Buck tells himself it doesn’t matter. Eddie deserves admiration, and Buck’s just his best friend and partner—replaceable, expendable, easy to work around. But jealousy sits heavy in his chest, twisting tighter with every shared smile and field story.
On a bad freeway call, Buck makes a split-second, reckless choice to keep Eddie safe and nearly gets himself crushed in the process. Shaken and furious, Eddie demands to know why Buck treats his own life like it’s worth less than everyone else’s. What starts as a confrontation in the locker room turns into the one conversation they’ve both been avoiding for years—about fear, about being “too much,” and about all the ways they matter to each other.
Between a worried team, some well-timed teasing, and a late-night visit to Buck’s loft, walls finally crack, confessions spill, and Buck has to face the terrifying truth: he isn’t replaceable to Eddie. He’s everything. Angst, jealous!Buck, soft hands-on-face moments, and a new definition of “we’re okay” as Buck and Eddie figure out what it means to stop dancing around gravity and finally fall.
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11 Apr 2026
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“T-There was a flower,” Buck whispers, and his head drops back with a little moan that floats from his cocked-open, swollen lips. Buck’s hand skirts down his flushed belly, dips through streaks of wet and half-dried patches of cum, and wraps a quivering hand around himself. Eddie chokes. “O-On the hike, I saw it, an-and, I was like, s’so p-pretty,” Buck moans, and his eyes peel open, baby blue eyes alight with lust.
“So… So I crouched down to ge-get a better look, and I—fu-u-uck—to-touched a little dew droplet on the edge of one of the petals,” Buck’s voice breaks off into a soft sob, hand working up and down his cock, slick precum blurting out the flushed slit. Buck’s hand encases his cock perfectly, thumb brushing the underside of his head, and squeezing his base. It’s messy, and a bit frantic, and Eddie feels very, very parched.
He can’t drag his eyes from Buck.
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or; can we still call it platonic if you fuck your best friend for the first time to keep him from dying because he touched an unknown flower and got laced with fuck or die sex pollen?Series
- Part 55 of buddie by tired
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11 Apr 2026