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I knew you'd haunt all of my what ifs by allmylovesatonce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.
But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.
Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.
Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?
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Bookmarked by losinglover
01 Jul 2026
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Angst so sweet. My boys too sweet. This.was awesome
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In which there are rules, and John breaks them.
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- Part 4 of Thermodynamics
Bookmarked by losinglover
11 Jun 2026
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John realices he likes sherlock sleeping on him in a different way than the original plan, and becomes privy to the fact that they have been in a relationship. Sweet John just didn't notice
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"Can't find any men your own age?" Ilya teased.
"Don't want to," Shane breathlessly replied. Ilya's hands stilled for a moment.
"Oh yeah? Need an older man to treat you right, baby?"
"Yeah, daddy, I do," he whispered, timid to commit to full volume.
Shane answers a booty call from a much older Ilya on Grindr.
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- Part 1 of bear 🐻 ilya hearts shane
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Owned Until You by hollanovsluvchild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jun 2026
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“Shane.”
“Don’t. Just don’t, please?” He finally looks up at the mirror to see Ilya standing behind him through the reflection.
He steps a little closer and he can feel the heat of him on his back. He feels the tension through his body slip away as Ilya’s body heat and smell surround him.
“Did he do that to you?” He finally asks after a moment of silence.
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Shane loved his simple and domesticated life as an omega, or so he thought. But his husband’s constant work trips had him feeling more lonely than he cared to admit to anyone. What happens when he meets an alpha who makes him feel things his over controlling husband/alpha has never made him feel? Now he has to navigate these confusing feelings for someone who isn't his mate.
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Or: Omega Shane meets Alpha Ilya, except Shane is married. But Ilya is in love and is determined to save him.- Language:
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Bookmarked by losinglover
07 Jun 2026
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Shane is married to a shitty shitty alpha, but ilya takes care of him.
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rimming becomes him by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Ilya thought he knew everything there was to know about Shane's sexual habits. His quirks. How his gag reflex is almost non-existent, how his ass craves to be filled if he goes too long without it, how he loves to be kissed so much that, if Ilya really tries, he can get Shane off just by sucking his tongue.
He's never once heard about Shane being good at eating pussy.
Or: Ilya overhears that his totally-casual-sitationship was very good at munching and has a jealous fit about it.