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    ...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”

    “It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.

    Fuck his fucking life.

    “You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”

    “Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”

    Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.

    Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.

    (when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)

    (...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)

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    Steve looks shy suddenly. "Can I ask you something?"

    "Yeah, of course."

    "It's about... the hanky stuff."

    Eddie blinks at him. Pretending not to know what he means. Just for the pleasure of seeing Steve squirm. "Hanky stuff?"

    Steve's eyes slide over his shoulder, obviously embarrassed. "You said there was-"

    Eddie tightens his hand on Steve's thigh. "Look at me when you talk to me."

    Steve does as he's told. Instantly. Making something hot and heavy uncoil in the bottom of Eddie's stomach.

    "Go on," he says, unclenching his grip and rubbing Steve's leg where he's left a red mark.

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    Six months after saving Hawkins, Steve and Eddie find themselves growing closer, from intimate phone calls deep into the night to hanging out just the two of them. But secrets and tensions come to the surface as Eddie talks about his sexuality, about what he likes to do to pretty boys like Steve. It's only a matter of time before something between them snaps.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    30 May 2026

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

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