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    To fulfil a prophecy, omega Song Mingi is arranged to be married into the Kim-Park pack, in the city of Seoul - a long way from the little religious village where he grew up. But who are these city wolves, what will they think of him, the most un-omegalike omega in the village? And what's *actually* going on?

    (I wrote my first Ateez fic as a gift for Wolfschen. I hope you lot like it too!)

    PS: This fic exists in the same universe as I Once Was Lost and takes place in autumn of the same year, but I dropped the constant need for omegas to be spaced, since I found it exausting to write. Sorry if that's disappointing.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    It is a universal truth that nothing is eternal in the human world. People die, empires rise and fall into oblivion and cultures change. It is the natural evolution of life. It is also a universal truth, that there is always an exception that proves the rule. Aeranas is that exception. A 900 year old Empire blessed by the stars.

    One star.

    Seonghwa was forced into a human body centuries ago, by the greed of humans grasping at eternity, taken from the night sky and given the curse of life. He has been their slave ever since, forced into the role of a god with invisible chains.

    Hongjoong has lost everything in the name of a tyrannical deity. His mother, his village, his innocence. He was forced to grow up fighting for his life, forced to grow up angry. Now holding an important role in a rebel movement, he has the power to do something. He wants change, but mostly, he wants revenge.

    When an opportunity presents itself for the first time in centuries to capture and maybe kill the Star God, Hongjoong doesn’t hesitate. However they will both find the truth is much more complicated than history made it seem.

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    21 May 2026

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    Seongjoong Arranged Marriage AU.

    When his mate of almost ten years divorces him due to his infertility, Park Seonghwa finds himself back at his family home in utter disgrace. To prevent his family from being bankrupted by returning his dowry, Seonghwa must at all costs find a new match.
    But he is no longer considered young and the years of abuse at his mate's hands have worn away at his charm and beauty that was once the talk of the city.

    A match seems impossible.

    Enter Kim Hongjoong, a newly aristocratic alpha with many sordid rumours surrounding the origin of his wealth. Some call him a conman turned businessman, others give him the benefit of the doubt and assume that he inherited his fortune from a distant relative. He is willing to pay a hefty sum for Seonghwa's dowry, however, and Seonghwa has no choice but to accept.

    Will the Kim pack be even worse than what Seonghwa suffered before, or does he dare to hope that he will finally find a home?

    Mind the tags!

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    02 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Felix has always been softer than most.

    When Stray Kids were classified, seven caregivers find exactly what they've always wanted.

    And Felix lies.

    He tells them he's neutral.

    He tells them he's fine.

    But the longer he pretends...

    The more it starts to break him.

    NOTE: THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION - It is solely based on my imagination and not an actual depiction of real life. This is only how I imagine the characters for this story. Again it’s FICTION!

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    20 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    Sylus asks nine questions. Rafayel answers.

    Or how to interrogate a Lemurian.

    (UPDATED with an extra chapter)

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.

    And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.

    Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.

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    17 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 62

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    Jisung has spent his whole life hiding the fact that he's a little, afraid of being seen as a burden. While they know about the three littles, Hyunjin, Felix, and Jeongin, no one knows he's been struggling alone. When he finally confessed, he was brushed off by the exhausted caregivers. Jisung retreats into pretending to be "big," convincing himself he can handle it, while quietly wishing someone would tell him it's okay to be little, too.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Tomorrow, he'll call Shane and apologise. He'll fix what he broke. He doesn't want Shane to be angry at him anymore. 

    He doesn’t remember swerving to avoid a merging truck. 

    He also doesn’t remember hitting the tree.

    Or: Ilya gets into a car accident. Shane is there to pick up the pieces.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Omega Shane is accidentally bitten and mated by Alpha Ilya in the showers after the CCM commercial, resulting in the end of Shane’s hockey career before it even starts. They get married because there’s no other choice, really.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    They were only supposed to be hooking up. That’s what it was supposed to be. They were never supposed to become anything real.

    Falling in love with Shane Hollander had never been part of the plan.

    So he ends it.

    Months later, during a heated game, one explosive check from Ilya sends Shane crashing to the ice and fighting for his life. As Shane lies on the edge of survival, Ilya is swallowed by guilt, terror, and the crushing realization that he walked away from the one person he can’t imagine losing, and that he might be too late to make it right.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    “You are sick,” Ilya said slowly, enunciating every word. He sprayed another stream of water into his mouth, and Shane couldn’t help but stare at the way his throat moved. He felt hypnotized, trapped in Ilya’s stare, and the other man put the bottle down. “Have you scene before, Shane Hollander?”

    Shane’s expression crumpled before he could wrestle it back under control. He cleared his throat, his stomach cramping uncomfortably. “Have I what? Have--scened with someone? What do you mean?”

    “You are sub,” Ilya spoke with the water bottle waving, his voice casual. He ignored Shane’s defensive posture, gesturing to the trash can. “Sub get sick when not scene. When no Dom to scene with,” Ilya trailed off, looking Shane up and down, lingering on his collarless throat before continuing. “Is…unhealthy.”

    In a world where subs, Doms, and Switches are biologically determined, subs are not accepted within a Dom-oriented sport like hockey.

    Sub Shane Hollander keeps his designation hidden, but when confronted with Dom Ilya Rozanov, he can't fight his designation for long.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

    OR

    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    Fuck, he would dose that scent if he could- lick it off of Shane’s lips and neck like good Russian vodka

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    Scott's words on the ice trigger Shane's first heat.

     

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    16 Dec 2025

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    Slowly, your fingers trace the grooves of his face; scars, veins, and blemishes alike. "And what do they call you, sir?" You ask into the darkness.

    The man tenses under your touch, and enormous palms rise to grasp your hands, rough fingers grazing over your knuckles. "I do not have a name," he rasps, and by then, you must notice how otherworldly he sounds. "I do not need a name."

    Your brows furrow as your thumbs continue to follow along the deep lines on his cheeks, down his chin. "And what, pray tell, would you have me call you? Everyone needs a name."

    Perhaps, he thinks, I'd like for you to call me yours.

    Or, The Creature secludes himself in an abandoned manor many years after his father's death. He expects what his elongated life has already provided him—loneliness, disappointment, longing. He does not, however, expect you.

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    16 Nov 2025

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    When the creature narrowly manages to survive Victor’s attempt to rid of him completely, the lost creation finds himself roaming the forests, before coming upon a little house and its shed. Only there does he find solace, quiet, peace, and the lonely girl who makes something in his body thrum for her warmth instead.

    nsfw chapters will be marked

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    16 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 96

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    I think we should break up” Minho utters barely above a whisper.

    Jisung stills completely in his arms.

    Silence follows.

    “Ji? I said I think we should break up” Minho says confidently this time, gently pushing Jisung off him at an attempt to see his face, maybe even read his mind like he used to be able to.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    Ten years ago, Bucky disappeared.

    Now, Steve has built a life without him—teaching art, and trying not to wonder what became of the boy who once meant everything to him.

    Then one night, in the middle of the city, he sees him.

    But the man Steve finds isn’t the boy he knew. Bucky is volatile, paranoid, and hiding something behind a smile that never quite reaches his eyes. He chain-smokes, talks to things that aren’t there, and sometimes forgets where he is.

    What starts as a chance encounter becomes something far more complicated as Steve begins to piece together the past Bucky’s too scared to tell—and the present he’s trying to survive.

    Or, the story of how Bucky lost his arm and fell in love with his childhood best friend.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    He curls in on himself, tucking his legs under the bench, but his knees knock against the table, too long, too big, and it sends his eyes burning. It makes everything within him burn. “It’s not exactly possible, but I’ve always wanted…to feel small, sometimes.”

    “Just sometimes?” II says.

    His face burns. “It doesn’t matter. Most people laugh like it’s some sort of inside joke, but I get why. Those are soft things and I'm the furthest thing from that. I don't get to be.”

    “But you wanna be?”

    He swallows, looking away. “Doesn’t matter. No one’s wanted to.”

    “What if I did?”

    He blinks once, then twice. “Huh?"

    Or, the one in which Vessel keeps getting confused for an alpha, II keeps getting confused for an omega, and somehow, that is the starting place of everything.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    Every person is born with a spirit animal—an extension of their soul. They grow up with it, play with it, laugh with it; they are comforted and protected by it. Most people openly walk the streets with their spirit animals by their sides, and occasionally some choose to hide theirs.

    Stray Kids assume Lee Minho hides his spirit animal for protection or privacy. It’s not unheard of, though the extent of it seems strange; they’ve never glimpsed it even as his closest friends.

    But here is the truth:

    At eighteen years old, Minho’s spirit animal was burned alive in front of his very eyes.

    Lee Minho isn’t hiding his spirit animal—

    He does not have one at all.

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Hannibal had wandered upon him entirely by mistake.

    On a hunt like any other, Hannibal finds someone unexpected in his victim's basement.

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    21 Oct 2025

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