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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Kiyoomi Sakusa found himself praying every single night. As a child he prayed to be fixed, to be relieved of everything his OCD made him feel. As a teenager he begged once again to be changed. He felt dirty, as if he was some sort of mistake all because he was gay. He asked to be changed an innumerable amount of times until one day he finally stopped.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Despite what many may say, Miya Atsumu wasn’t an idiot.

    He heard the things people said about him. He knew what people thought. He’d read every single letter that had been slipped into his locker – and make no mistake, none of them had been confession letters like Osamu liked to joke about.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “Atsumu, I need your piss,”

    His job was on the line. Everything he’s worked for his whole life… He couldn’t have everything ripped away from him from a stupid surprise drug test.

    Atsumu’s face completely fell, his expressions cycled through, disgust, confusion and most of all, worry.

    “What drugs are ya doin’?”

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    22 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    “There are plenty of fish in the sea,” is a saying Bokuto grew up hearing.

    He thinks Atsumu should stop fishing.

    Swimming?

    Whatever. The point is, Atsumu should maybe stop seeking out other fish. Maybe he could settle for a nice bit of seaweed. Pretty in the sunlight. Attached to something sturdy. Not a fucking loser.
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    Or: Five times everyone was right about Atsumu’s horrible taste in men, and the time he finally got it right.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “I heard ya were thinking about switching teams?” his voice ticked up at the end as if it were a question, like maybe somehow there could have been a misunderstanding, like he’d misheard the conversation somewhere along the line.
    “Yes, you have ears,” he said, glancing back at him briefly. “My contract is ending. I’m getting interest, and it’s only reasonable to explore my options.”
    “Don’t make it sound like you’re fallin’ back on logic here,” he said. “You and I both know that that’s not why you’d be leaving.”
    “What happened to you staying out of my business?”

    or, Atsumu and Kiyoomi are broken up, and Atsumu did a pretty good job of feeling like he was over it until Kiyoomi leaves the Black Jackals.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi you will start coughing in ONE day