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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Alright, class,” the teacher announced. “Today we have a transfer student joining us.”

    That’s cool, Nakamura thought, pulling his gaze away from the rain.

    Then he saw him. And his heart stuttered.

    The boy standing at the front had soft, light‑brown hair that fell gently. His eyes were bright, warm and steady. They were the kind that made it hard to look away. His posture was relaxed but confident, like he knew he belonged.

    Nakamura had never seen anyone so beautiful.

     

    Okuto Nakamura has always lived quietly and alone. He's content to lose himself in manga. Then Aiki Hirose transfers into his school and Nakamura can’t stop thinking about him, changing everything.

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    12 May 2026

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    chap7

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    Nakamura and Hirose’s relationship has been changing. First friends, then close friends but nothing is ever really simple in life when you’re closeted and gay. Even the closest of "friends" can have the fiercest of arguments.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    "Are you going to the party?" 

     "H..huh?" Nakamura stuttered, groggily rubbing his eyes as he sat up. He now noticed Hirose staring patiently at him, along with a couple of his classmates at the door. 

     "It's Takeuchi's birthday today, we're all going over to his house to celebrate. Wanna come?"  Nakamura snapped up in his seat and nodded quickly.

     "Of course! Let me grab my things, sorry." He laughed shyly, trying to conceal the nervousness inside of him. 

    His first party, and with Hirose? He could barely contain himself. 

    They had made their way to the school gates when suddenly Hirose stopped walking. He looked a little shocked, and broke off from the crowd to go run over to something, or someone. 

     

    Nakamura squinted, leaning past his classmates to see what and - was that Matsumura? 

     

    or...

     

    When Kawamura dared Nakamura to play spin the bottle during Takeuchi's birthday party, he thought it would be his lucky day. That idea was quickly squashed when instead of Hirose, the bottle landed squarely infront of Matsumura.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    ch 4

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    Nakamura is always thinking up plans that'll get him and Hirose closer together... Actually executing those plans, though? That's a different story.

    Only, he never really considers what would happen if Hirose got the ball rolling for him.

    What an unforeseen circumstance!

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    10 Jun 2026

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    ch2

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    'My name is Nakamura Okuto, 15, gay, and in love with my classmate, Hirose Aiki'

    Nakamura wouldn't have thought twice about thinking of himself in this way. That is until a disasterous fated encounter with another gay guy from school makes him realize that life for a gay man is nothing like his BL manga.

    'M-maybe... Even Hirose would be disgusted...'

    That other boy may be the only one who can understand. Nakamura needs someone to understand.

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    06 May 2026

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    chap8