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    “It hurts, being here.” Shen Yuan admitted in a whisper, as if those four simple words were enough to encompass his entire life, enough to explain away the uncertainty of the future.

    The cool tendril still tucked beath his shirt, pressed into the skin of his wounded shoulder with a pressure that made him gasp at the slight sudden pain.

    The other boy hummed, agreeably. “Yes.”

    The word was a concession and a challenge all in one. Shen Yuan was unable to think a single thought in response to it, his body tense under the pressure of the cool salve. After a prolonged moment, the insistent press lifted, returning back to a chilly balm, gentle and reliant.
    He used all his strength to pull his lips into a small smile, the shape of it tentative but kind.

    “We’re together now.” He whispered, pillowing his hand under his cheek and settling in to sleep, completely unaware of the way this propped angle made his earnest eyes glint in the dark. Completely ignorant to the power of his tenderly curved mouth. "That's what matters."

    [ Among the horrors of Qiu Manor, in the dark confines of his room, Shen Yuan makes a friend; and unwittingly invites a demon into the course of his life. ]

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    24 May 2026

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    Shen Yuan really is telling the truth: he’s never met the 28 year old Peak Lord of Qing Jing before in his life. Shen Qingqiu is a veritable stranger to him!

    But.

    The 13 year old gege who would complain about Shen Yuan’s bony arms while sharing his ratty blanket on winter nights, who would hiss and spit before begrudgingly splitting his tanghulu on the rare occasions they got their hands on the treat…

    No, Shen Yuan knows nothing of Shen Qingqiu.

    But, Shen Jiu? Well, that’s a different story.

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    Russian translation by Bublick!

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    not abandoned! just very, very slow to update.

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    05 May 2026

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    The System gives Shen Qingqiu the ability to exchange B-Points for items, and what better way to earn points than by raising the satisfaction level of Zhongdian's favourite protagonist?

    OR: The one where Shen Qingqiu starts seducing the fuck out of Binghe in order to enable his caffeine addiction.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    “Qingqiu-shidi,” he started. “Are you al—”

    Xiao Jiu tugged, surprisingly strong for someone who had collapsed out of nowhere less than an hour before. Yue Qingyuan followed, partly out of surprise and partly because it was Xiao Jiu; of course he’d go wherever Xiao Jiu wanted him to be.

    He found himself being dragged onto the bed, only the thin sheets separating him from Xiao Jiu's body. His breath caught in his chest, and he clenched his eyes shut.

    Xiao Jiu's bony elbows dug into his chest, his thin — too thin, having skipped too many meals even for someone who didn’t need to eat — shoulders curved to meet Yue Qingyuan’s body.

    His long hair tickled Yue Qingyuan’s face. He smelled like the honeyed soap he washed his hair with. Yue Qingyuan inhaled covertly, deep and greedy.

     

    One morning, Shen Qingqiu woke up a changed man. Yue Qingyuan is left trying to figure out what happened to make him so relaxed and affectionate.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    泪如雨下 lèi rú yǔ xià
    Literally: One’s tears fall like rain.
    Meaning: 泪如雨下 is used to describe one who is crying profusely, his tears cascading.

    "Shen-shixiong, I am very sorry, but I am afraid there is nothing that can be done about the nectar. You have to wait until it runs its course and leaves your system on its own," Mu Qingfang says in an apologetic voice. Said voice would've been more believable if he didn't look like a parent who realized he needed to tell kids that their long-awaited ride to Disneyland was canceled.

    "I see," says Shen Qingqiu.

    And then he bursts into tears.

    Shen Qingqiu gets hit by a wife plot that forces him to cry everytime he experiences any strong emotion. It goes as well as you would expect...

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    18 Apr 2026