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  1. Rec 74

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    "What have you even been thinking about, locked-up in there for one month straight?"

    Nagito shifted under the covers. "Do you know René Descartes?"

    “I guess.” Hajime furrowed his brows. “Cogito ergo sum.

    “Yes, cogito ergo sum.” Nagito echoed, “It’s a philosophical concept he reached by locking himself up in a room away from all distractions from society. Traditions, customs, obscurantism. His goal was to start from zero. Rebuild his whole philosophy from what he knew to be real. That’s where his first conclusion came from. I think therefore I am.”

    “So... you’re changing your philosophy, then? What’s your new take on hope and despair?”

    “I don’t know, Hinata-kun...” Nagito smothered himself with his own pillow. “So far, I’ve just been sleeping.”

    After the Neo World Program, Nagito Komaeda poses as a philosopher by drowning in guilt and painkillers and locking himself up in a room until everyone hopefully forgets about his miserable existence. Unfortunately for him, Hajime Hinata doesn't mind playing philosopher with him and clearly plans on doing something about his state.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    ok so imagine warm steel and cold hands. now imagine if it was better and hajime was also drug addict. and izuru mattered.

    ..i would die for them a million times over i think.

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    In an apocalyptic Japan overrun by zombies, Hinata lives on the run with his fiancé, Komaeda, who has…changed. Despite the new dynamic, Hinata had made a promise to stay with Komaeda forever when he’d proposed, and he was damn well going to keep it. He refuses to let go, even as Komaeda’s mind deteriorates and he can feel his own sanity slowly slipping away.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    i havent got over this fic and i dont think i ever will. easily my favourite zombie related media ever.

  3. Rec *

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    “One more word and I’m going to drive us both off a cliff,” Hinata deadpanned.
    “Well, I would probably survive it. Ultimate Lucky Student and all.” Komaeda tilted his head. “But if you really do want to kill me, I’m sure we can find a way to make it happen!”

    On the way back from the third-year class trip to Hokkaido, the bus happened to leave two students behind: a tag-along Reserve Course boy who, as always, wasn’t quite sure how he kept getting himself into these situations, and an enigmatic young man who was beginning to feel very, very cheated by his luck.
    Now, if Hajime Hinata wants to get back to Tokyo, he’s going to have to face a hotwired car, 900 miles of open road, and ten days stuck with Nagito Komaeda.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    this was the first fic i ever read that actually elaborated on the 'komaeda's hate of the reserve course stems entirely from his own jealousy that they get to be normal and he doesnt' plot point well. im OBSESSED with how they did it here,,.. chapter 4 changed my life im so serious

    also i just love how they interact here. the conversations are natural but not ooc, as if they were real people. the comedy is done well too. easily a top 3 komahina fic, the popularity is WELL deserved

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    Nagito Komaeda loved one thing, and one thing only.

    Hope.

    Which is why he despises the artificial Ultimate "Hope" that sits behind him.

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    Komaeda meets a certain insecure Reserve Course student that puts everything he believes into question. Pushing him away in the name of hope, Komaeda realizes a bit too late that this wasn't what he wanted. Now, he must reawaken the true hope buried deep inside the emotionless husk that wears an all too familiar face.

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    16 Nov 2025

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    this is so fire man.. the characterization <3 also the izuru procedures from this fic are canon to me. ive read ALOT of different interpretations about what the hopes peak doctors did to hajime to make izuru and this is BY FAR my favourite