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    At twenty-one, Ilya Rozanov is the Soviet Union’s most perfect weapon, a soldier of the Red Machine who has spent three years locked in a silent, jagged war on the ice with Canada’s golden boy, Shane Hollander.

    When the Montreal Metros claim him as a "wasted" mid-round draft pick, the rivalry transforms from a professional grudge into a desperate lifeline. On the final night of the 1988 Calgary Olympics, he risks everything, his family, his career, and his safety, to start a new life in the West. Forced into a high-stakes billet under the roof of his bitter professional rival, Ilya must navigate a world where freedom feels like a new kind of prison.

    As Ilya struggles to adapt, the crumbling Soviet empire reaches across the ocean, searching for leverage to help pull him back.

    OR: What if Ilya fled Russia in 1988 to play for the Montreal Metros?

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    19 May 2026

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    Lily, 9:19 a.m.
    i mean they were right
    just early. we hadnt won our cups yet
    but yes cocksucking faggots took over the major

     

    Ilya knows what he wants; he can wait out a year.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    ret·​ro·​grade ˈre-trə-ˌgrād

    1. being in motion in a direction contrary to that of the general motion of similar bodies
    2. affecting memories of a period prior to a precipitating event (such as brain injury or disease)
    3. to go back

    After an accident leaves Eddie with amnesia, Buck takes him home to recover, and in the absence of his memories, Eddie reveals parts of himself he’s kept hidden for years.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    This dumb little flat box with a screen gives him far too much access—too many opportunities to act like a fool. He has the sudden urge to chuck it over the railing and listen to it shatter into a billion little pieces on the floor below.

    He sort of wants to hurl himself over the railing, too. He could join his stupid, evil phone in a mess of broken glass and bones downstairs, and all his problems would be solved.

    He probably should have done that before he sent that damn SOS text.

    Really, he should have had his phone privileges revoked ages ago.

     

    Things get a little confusing after Buck and Eddie sext for the first time. Obviously, the only solution is to keep on sexting.

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Buck (9:50am)
    Can't wait to suck your cock later

    Eddie (10:03am)
    Ok 👍


    or: buck texts the wrong person. eddie responds anyway

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    13 Oct 2025