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    It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
    His wedding band was on his finger.
    Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
    Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
    “Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
    “I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.

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    In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
    Obviously, they end up fucking about it.

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 64

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    He smells the coffee first.

    Dark, soothing, making his pulse jump and stomach swoop, not for the pleasure of the aroma but for what its presence must mean: Shane.

    And then he is there, his beautiful boy, rose gold and glowing, silently handing Ilya a steaming mug before nestling in next to him, knit blanket wrapping around both their shoulders. The force of it, the power of this small gesture—it cuts Ilya all over again, like always. Like it will for the rest of his life, like it will until his goddamn dying day.

    Does it fucking kill you too?

    Not anymore.

    “Found you,” Shane whispers.

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    Alexa, play "One Soul" by Peter Peter

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Rounding on five years deep into marriage and feeling very secure, Shane and Ilya are starting to master the art of pushing each other's buttons with full trust in their foundation underneath. When Ilya's jealousy mellows from something sharp and dangerous into something safe for play, it's not long before it becomes one of their favorite toys.

    A collection of vignettes about married Hollanov discovering they like the sex that follows when Shane flirts with men at bars and Ilya watches unseen.

    A plot bunny I created and then caught and am now delivering on request of the good people of tHReads who continually encourage me to be my most depraved self. This will likely wind up being effectively a short series of one-shots very loosely tied together, a bare bones fleshing out of the idea born in a mini-fic. I don't know for sure yet. But right now it's bringing me joy, so I'm releasing it chapter by chapter with no strings attached and sincere hope you enjoy the smutty pasta.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya makes a special sound recording to get him through the long lonely weeks of separation. He had no idea how potent it would be.

    'It doesn't escape Ilya's notice how desperate Shane sounds during sex and how it cranks his own arousal into overdrive. Stripping the layers of control away from his careful boyfriend is a challenge he relishes but Ilya has never been so aware of how erotic it is. That he can induce the man countless sports pundits have called stoic, single-minded to a fault, robotic even, to reveal this gaping well of need. A need he trusts Ilya to fill. Only Ilya.'

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    11 Jun 2026

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    A stranger makes the mistake of paying a little too much attention to Shane.

    Ilya takes it very well.

    That’s a lie.

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    09 Jun 2026