jellybean899
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‘I feel low all the time,’ Heeseung says, because if he doesn’t say it plainly now, he never will. ‘I feel numb and tired and like I’m disappearing. And I don’t want to get to a point where there’s nothing left of me that I recognise.’
‘I’m not leaving because I don’t love you,’ he says, voice breaking properly now. ‘I’m leaving because I do love you and I know if I stay like this, I’m going to become someone none of us recognise. Maybe someone I won’t survive being.’
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Maybe this version isn’t the whole dream.
Maybe it’s just the wrong shape of it.*a fic about heeseungs departure from enhypen*
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- Part 5 of when track seven skipped
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Jay liked Jungwon because he was blue.
Clean. Quiet. Untouched.
Red and blue don't mix well.
Red only ever ruins the colour
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Sunghoon returns to his grandmother’s dying Alabama town expecting dust, not destiny.
Heeseung, the reclusive young rancher drowning in inherited debt, drought, and ghosts becomes the one impossible responsibility Sunghoon can’t walk away from.Helping him was supposed to be simple bookkeeping.
Instead, Sunghoon is pulled into a world of cracked earth, Sunday sermons, buried family sins, and a man who has only ever known how to survive, never how to be loved.As the land dries and the secrets rise, the two men learn what it means to save someone who never believed he deserved saving and what it costs to love in a place where God feels far away.
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they don't hold hands in public
they don't linger too long in doorways or sit too close when cameras are onbut in the quiet, in the spaces no one is looking... Sunghoon lets himself have Heeseung.
just not enough to keep
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He wasn’t even dead, he’d just left the group.
And Jake was grieving him.
It was horrible to watch.
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‘I’m trying to say that life means nothing without that [love].’ His voice cracks slightly. ‘And I had that, I had him.’
Jake felt his throat choke up.
‘And now I don’t.’
*a fic about heeseungs departure from enhypen :( wrote this bc its my only way to cope, obviously this is a work of fiction, it is sad at the start*
Series
- Part 4 of when track seven skipped
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