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    On a corner of one whiteboard, in hot pink and written in bubble letters, is a list of reminders for the 13 year olds inhabiting this section of the dorms.

    “‘First rule of spy school: Don’t get distracted, because distractions get you killed’,” Dazai reads. He puts his fingers under his chin and leans in until his nose almost touches the board. “I like the hearts around ‘distractions’. And the purple blood dripping from ‘kill’— it really adds gravitas to the whole thing.”

    He looks over his shoulder and grins, and Chuuya suddenly decides cute boys shouldn’t be allowed to grin like that, because a smile that pretty could be classified a lethal weapon in at least twelve countries.

    Chuuya goes to spy school; Dazai is his distraction.

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    29 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Moving onto a new life and losing all other memories of any prior, meant that no pain or sense of longing for all that they would miss would carry on as well, when they wouldn’t have anything to remember to miss. But that was just it, Mori didn’t want to forget Fukuzawa, would rather spend an infinity after him reminiscing about them, than to ever have it all erased from his memories. Fukuzawa had already left a mark on his heart, imprinted and engraved irrevocably, that it should have been an impossibility for it ever to be forgotten. And an impossibility is what they made it.

    Or,

    Over the course of twelve years and eleven memories, Mori and Fukuzawa start remembering the memories from all their past lives shared together.

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    28 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    Dazai Osamu is foolishly, terminally, inadvertently in love with Nakahara Chuuya.
    At eighteen, it teaches him a thing or two.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    But he would be lying if he said he wasn’t the slightest bit confused that Chuuya had seemingly decided— several months after their reunion at twenty-two, and four years after the initial betrayal at eighteen— that a random Tuesday was the day he would finally kill Dazai.

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    09 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    “…You know what I heard? Some people are, like… shipping us.”
    Chuuya’s eyes widened. “…What the actual fuck.”
    “I know, right? Ew!” Dazai laughed, throwing his head back dramatically.
    “They said we spend too much time together! Which—fair. But that’s only because I like proving I’m better than her at every game.” He pointed lazily at Chuuya, grin widening. “Not because I like her.”

    Her.

    Or Chuuya accepting himself, coming out—with Dazai's help, because the way is FULL of wolves—and then realizing he likes that idiot.
    Or or Dazai helps Chuuya to feel more like himself so Dazai can beat Chuuya in every game fairly.

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    04 Feb 2026