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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

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    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    shane hollander is drafted to the boston raiders in 2010, one year after ilya rozanov. it changes a lot.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    It kind of looks like junk, at first. Just a random collection of items, like the lost property box at the arena for things the cleaners find after games. But Shane quickly realises that the collection isn’t random at all.

    No, this is a box of memories.

    Ilya’s memories of Shane.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    BIG SMILES!!!

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    a medieval-ish fantasy ethubs au
    featuring prince/horsegirl bdubs, his 160k word slow burn for etho, plenty of blood, and a happy (?) ending

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    02 Nov 2025

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    “The compass,” he starts. “It’s been moving differently. It doesn’t work as well anymore.”

    Niklaus leans forward greedily. “Where is it pointing to?”

    Chip stays silent.

    “Let me rephrase myself,” says Niklaus. “Who is it pointing to?”

    A coral crown, a wide grin, the arc of a broadsword slicing through air—

    “Gill,” Chip rasps out, fingernails digging white crescents into the backs of his hands. “It’s pointing to Gillion.”

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    Caught at the crossroads of desire, Chip has his mind set on finding the Black Rose pirates. But his heart tells a different story, and when he’s trapped in a time loop that resets upon Gillion's death, he’ll be forced to reckon with his own feelings — one way or another.

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    21 Oct 2022

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    AUUUUUUUGH 🐴🙏🥺🙏🚗🤷♂️🚗🔫👈🎃😅🖥🖱📽🛴🚎💕❤️🔥💔💚❤️🩹🤍💙💙🧡💛🤎🖤❤️📀🔌🕯🔦🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈 slash pos