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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    That's the click. The reason it counts, the reason it's the gayest, is that it's the one thing Perry ever did that he couldn't pass off.
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    The thing with no punchline attached, was that Perry loved him. Quietly. Unhilariously. Enough to get shot first.

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    When Castiel is hit by a sex spell, Dean tries to help him through it. On his own, he isn't enough, but there are other realities, other timelines and other Deans.

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    24 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    “I was drowning,” Dean says loudly. “I was drowning in dick and pussy, Cas, and I turned it all down because I was moping over you.”

    Cas is disoriented, human, thirsty, and transitioning all those things to the mode Dean had once labeled kinda bitchy, dude. “Clearly, if this is your idea of romance.”

    “Oh, boy,” Sam mumbles.

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    BTHB prompt- Banished

    Lucy is drunk when the idea is suggested. She's sitting in the dorm common area with a few of the other med students, knees tucked to her chest, nursing a bottle of beer, and amongst the hazy half-formed fantasies it's the one that somehow takes flight. 

    Doctor Carter is strict when it comes to dorm parties- but what if he didn't have to know about them?

    She arches her brow, struggling to keep Willy’s ever swaying gaze. What?

    Well, think about it. If we made sure there was no evidence in the morning, and somehow kept him out all night… he wouldn't have a clue.

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    In an attempt to keep Carter from vetoing a dorm party, some of Lucy's fellow students decide to drug him with sleeping pills.

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    15 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    All things considered, the end of the world wasn’t as bad as she’d thought it would be. The plague was awful. That’s true. By now, she can admit that much without the thought crumbling her, but give it any more weight and she knows it’ll kill her more surely than any sickness.

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    The zombies were bad, but life after everyone else dies is worse. Anna's living on the edge of survival, doing her best with a core group of County doctors to find a place they can be safe and rebuild. She thinks she finds that when she stumbles upon an old, abandoned mansion, but what's inside is scarier than any zombie. It's the saddest living boy in Chicago!

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    15 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 40

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    Carter cracked his eyes open and looked at her, less-than subtly trying to gauge her reaction. “It happens sometimes,” he offered eventually, tone vague, as if he wasn’t sure what she was looking for.
    Anna shook herself, eyes widening indignantly. “It happens somet—how often?”
    A shrug. “Only four or five times since I’ve worked here. Not often.”

    Or, Carter participates in an impromptu blood draw. Anna is not pleased.

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    15 Jun 2026

  7. Rec 60

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    September 14, 1998, is the hottest September day in Chicago history, beating out September 2, 1953, at a seasonally unprecedented and nauseating 102 degrees.

    September 14, 1998, is the day the air conditioning at Cook County General Hospital goes down.

    Noon on September 14, 1998, marks thirty hours John Carter has been on shift.

    And September 14, 1998, is the seventeenth anniversary of Bobby Carter's death.

    Written for the County General More Cake Challenge and Bad Things Happen Bingo Square "Put Down Your Gun and Step Away."

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    09 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 15

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    Gillian said, "You should join me and Luka tonight."

    "Join you?" Carter finished his game and started to shuffle the pack. "In..."

    "Bed," Gillian said.

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    09 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 67

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    After the stabbing, Carter's family gathers close.
    It's foreign.
    It's overwhelming.
    It's the only place he's ever felt this safe.

    A collection of moments brief and long from Carter's journey toward recovery.

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    08 Jun 2026

  10. Rec 38

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    F is for Feeding Tube

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    Just try a little.” She coaxes, setting all manner of things in front of him, pushing a spoon into his palm. “Surely something looks nice, hm? What about Jell-O? Very easy on the stomach, John.

    He eyes the gelatinous goop in front of him with suspicion, even as his insides feel hollow with hunger and acid leaps at the back of his throat. 

    I don't know if I can. Everything's making me sick.

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    After the stabbing, Carter develops gastroparesis.

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    06 Jun 2026

  11. Rec *

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    There’s no point in mincing words. Sam is dead, and without him Dean is a drunken shell of who he used to be. When he finally pulls himself out of a growing pile of whiskey bottles, Dean finds it hard to go back to his life. With one flippant comment from a friend, Dean thinks he might finally have a way to make peace with the loss; Sam was an organ donor, and Dean’s going to find the recipients, talk to them, and see how their lives are better because of his little brother. For the first six stops on his road trip, things go mostly according to plan, and then he meets the man who has Sam’s heart. Dean had hoped he might find peace on this trip… he never expected to find love.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    For as long as history books could remember the relationship between the Naga people and the angels had been hostile. Even decades after the war between them ended, communication between the neighbouring countries simply didn't exist.

    In order to break the ice and start cultural exchange, the Naga prince Dean and the angel prince Castiel agree to an arranged union.

    Castiel moves into the capital city of the Naga and there are many things he and his new husband have to learn about each other.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    06 Jun 2026

  14. Rec *

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    Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run.

    Frigging fantastic.

    (Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)

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    06 Jun 2026

  15. Rec *

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    Dean doesn't expect to see his one night stand again, but then again he also doesn't expect to find out he has an STD. Sometimes life is hilarious like that.

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    06 Jun 2026

  16. Rec *

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    Dean hates faith healers. Scam artists and power-hungry dicks, all of them. But with Sam nearing the end of his rope and desperate for a way to keep their father’s last words from being true, Dean has no choice but to turn to the enigmatic and irascible Castiel, more tattooed junkie than spiritual leader, in hopes of finding a way to cure Sam. Yet Castiel hides dangerous secrets, and Dean soon learns they have more to worry about than just Yellow Eyes and Sam’s growing demonic abilities. War is coming. Canon divergent after 2.10.

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    06 Jun 2026

  17. Rec *

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    It's Castiel's first visit to the neighboring Republic in years, and he decides to use his one free night to pick up a stranger from a bar. He meets Dean.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ellen and Jo Harvelle run Harvelle's Roadhouse, a bar that unintentionally becomes a beacon for wayward queer souls.

    Her employees: Dean, the smartass runaway with a big heart and bigger mouth; Castiel, the college drop-out turned hippie; his (surprisingly heterosexual) trouble-making brother Gabriel; and Charlie, who has been told several times that the back room is not to be used for after-hours Dungeons & Dragons games.

    But there's a lot of love in this place, and a new family for anyone who may otherwise be without.

    9/15/14: Marked as Complete, as anything added from now on will be more time stamps and not the actual story arc.

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    06 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    BTHB Prompt- Intubation

    This is an exceptionally bad panic attack, and he…

     

    Oh. Oh God.

     

    He can't breathe.

     

    There's a man on the gurney outside, writhing as the hazmat-suited workers try to hose him down of contaminants, and he's shouting it as much as his damaged lungs allow.

     

    “I can't breathe! I can't breathe!”

     

    Carter isn't having a panic attack at all.

     

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    An alternate ending of S4 E15, "Exodus", where Carter doesn't escape the benzene spill unscathed.

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    04 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    BTHB prompt- Domestic Abuse

    Everybody at County thinks Carter lives a privileged life. They don't know what being part of his family really means.

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    04 Jun 2026

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