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    Compilation of all my marauders era fics, there is no chronological order, they're independent and mostly not canon compliant

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    A long slow-burn fic from Regulus’ POV, beginning in 1972.

    In this version of the story, Remus Lupin never goes to Hogwarts. His parents keep him home, afraid someone might discover their son is a werewolf. Instead he receives private magical tutoring and attends Muggle schools.

    Sirius Black eventually meets Remus anyway. But Regulus Black saw him first.

    This story explores how it might have changed Regulus’ fate if the two of them had found each other and he hadn’t been alone.

    [I reject J. K. Rowling’s transphobic views. May she rage helplessly every time fandom makes her characters queer.]

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    04 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    Regulus Black stopped speaking when he was five.
    Sirius was the only one who never asked him to start again.
    For years, silence was something they shared, something safe. But when Regulus transfers to Sirius’s school, he discovers that the version of his brother in crowded hallways isn’t the one who learned to understand him in the dark of their home.
    Some silences protect you.
    Others swallow you whole.

     

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    Or, Regulus chooses Sirius, and Sirius doesn’t choose him back. James Potter does.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Regulus Black has two obsessions.

    1) Hating his older brother’s best friend, James Potter. Has Regulus met the man before now? No. But he has deemed James Potter his mortal enemy since he was ten years old.

    2) A certain voice actor by the pseudonym Jay, who makes “spicy” audios.

    Regulus has always known the universe to have a sick sense of humour but he didn’t know it was this cruel. He’d recognize that voice anywhere. To Regulus’s shock and abject horror, James Potter is Jay, there’s no doubt about it.

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    14 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    They’re in Regulus’ bed. James hadn’t planned on sleeping over but it got late and he didn’t drive there, Regulus picked him up and he felt bad making him drive so late. So Regulus gave James a sweatshirt and some boxers to sleep in, and they snuggled up in Regulus’ bed and knocked the hell out.

    “Do you need anything?” Regulus asks James, pulling his head back so that he can rest his forehead against James’ own. “Water? Tea? Ginger ale?”

    James won’t lie, he feels a bit nervous. He’s been having the worst stomach pain for about a week now and he’s been feeling achy all over. It’s in his stomach, right below his belly button, and he knows it isn’t just normal “upset stomach” pain.

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    James gets his period. Regulus is there to support him.

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    23 Mar 2025

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    Somewhere along the lines his faith became a little blurry. That was until a little blurry turned into him near black out drunk and stoned in the middle of the road by himself, knuckles bruised and the taste of blood still in his mouth laying down on the double lines under a blanket of stars praying for a truck.

    When the truck never came, he knew that God was no longer with him, and he was no longer with God.

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    Or, Barty falls from the hands of God, and finds eternal glory in the arms of another boy.

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    25 Nov 2024