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The evidence of Shiori’s breakdown is everywhere.
Sink filled to the brim with dirty dishes. Filthy clothes strewn around the room. Discarded cans of soda, used tissues, and instant ramen cups forming a depressing moat around her bed. As Juri takes it all in, her expression softens.
Pity. For poor little Shiori. It makes her blood boil.
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16 Jun 2026
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“I was told I would be able to meet with the chef this afternoon,” Beatrice says, as politely as she can manage. She’s meant to start working tomorrow and she hasn’t even met the executive chef yet, outside of traded emails where she was swayed by the promise of full autonomy into leaving her position as pastry chef at one of the only restaurants in the city with three Michelin stars for a fledgling fusion tapas joint sandwiched between a pierogi stand and a vape shop on the lower east side that got an upstart Michelin star in its first year of operation.
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16 Jun 2026
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Sister Beatrice likes complicated mathematical formulas, sci-fi novels, and routine. Then Ava Silva arrives at Santa Areala Academy for Girls like a shock of rain on a hot summer day.
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- 8/10
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16 Jun 2026
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The assassin known as Widowmaker is finally going on trial for her crimes. Dr. Angela Ziegler has just finished up her latest humanitarian mission. All is right with the world. It would be a shame if someone were to hack their way into Mercy's evening and dredge up one of the many secrets from her past...
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16 Jun 2026
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Cowardice by mewCoyote for Loveotomy
Fandoms: Shoujo Kakumei Utena | Revolutionary Girl Utena
23 Nov 2025
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"But I need you to say it," Shiori insisted. "I need you to prove it."
"Prove it?" Juri echoed. "You can't prove a feeling. You can only feel it."
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Juri consumes.
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28 May 2026
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The Time of Monsters by SouthSideStory
Fandoms: Shoujo Kakumei Utena | Revolutionary Girl Utena
07 Sep 2017
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This is the key: orphans want to be nurtured, the friendless crave an audience of peers, and all lonely creatures desire intimacy. Utena may be the loneliest creature at Ohtori, after Anthy herself. And the thing about loneliness is, no matter how you try to outrun it, it always catches up to you.
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28 May 2026
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What happened to Utena after the end of the series?
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22 Mar 2026
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“Nothing about our lives is conventional. You’re a career woman. I’m a single mother. We were both duped into bigamy, and now, after divorcing the same man, we’re raising his son together.”
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19 Sep 2025
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Beatrice (unhinged, pretending to be extremely hinged) needs a date for her rich family's Christmas holiday. Ava (proudly out as an unhinged individual) wants to see what a rich person's Christmas holiday is like, and if it comes with an additional chance to fight homophobes, she's in. They've never met but they're also soulmates. Enjoy.
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02 Apr 2023
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forgive me distant wars (for bringing flowers home) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
29 Jan 2023
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'it scares you because the war is over but there’s a weight to her, a vigilance and a sadness, a grief — even though she kisses you with joy and tenderness and the sure promise of forever; she had called you, easily, her life partner at an airport cafe earlier — like her brain hasn’t quite caught up with the fact that she’s safe. there is no more unfinished business: you both made it out alive.'
or: bea learns how to feel the truth that the war is over.
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- Part 6 of girls against god
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29 Jan 2023
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Recently, Ava had been watching Youtube videos on mindfulness in an effort to try to increase the percentage of her thoughts she was able to keep just in her head. That training was about to fail her spectacularly. “One of the nuns is kind of cute.”
Mary’s fingers paused mid stitch. Ava’s fork paused halfway to her mouth as her brain caught up with what she’d just said.
“Ava, what the fu—”
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Ava has to spend several weeks in a church archive. The person running the archive is a nun, and also hot. She is totally normal and respectful about this.
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26 Jan 2023
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"Bless me, Sister, for I have sinned..."
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16 Jan 2023
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Because it turns out the Halo can want things now, sort of. Not the way a human would, with thoughts or motivation or articulable desires. The Halo wants things the way a tree wants water and shoves a taproot through flagstone to get it, which is all well and good for the tree, but less so for the idiot trying to keep her patio intact. Unfortunately for Ava, she’s both the idiot and the taproot. The flagstone is her dignity. The water – for reasons becoming rapidly and unavoidably apparent – is Beatrice.
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the one where the halo imprints on beatrice like a duckling and is dead-set on making it ava’s problem
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- Part 1 of sentient halo au
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08 Jan 2023
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the planets & fates & all the stars aligned (i couldn’t lose) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
19 Jul 2023
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'the lights are bright and the grass is damp and fast and perfect. the crowd roars your name. there's kickoff and then the game — the beautiful, perfect game — stretches out before you, and you see it all. people ask why you love football, and you don’t know how to say that you feel in your body, in the palms of your hands, that you understand the truths of the world on the pitch.
and ava — ava silva, with the ball at her feet — is a miracle.'
or: football au
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- 6/6
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06 Jan 2023
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Devotion, Fidelity, Commitment, And Other Synonyms by morningsound15
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
30 Dec 2022
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And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; she is not worthy of her vows. She is taking advantage of Ava’s good nature, of her warmth, of her need for physical intimacy. She knows that she is. She knows that when Ava reaches for her in the dark it isn’t because she’s reaching for Beatrice so much as she’s reaching for someone. A body. Any body would suffice. Beatrice’s body, with its racing heart and its trembling fingers, with its weak-kneed sensibilities and inability to say no, just happens to be near.
And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; because she does not stop it from happening. She leans into it. She draws Ava into herself, she breathes in the scent of Ava’s shampoo, she revels in the warmth of her skin beneath her clothes, in the perfect way Ava’s soft curves seem to meld against her own hardness. Beatrice is all sharp edges. She is stern, she is steel.
She is weak, for Ava and everything about her.
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5 + 1: five times Ava initiates romantic contact with Bea + the one time Beatrice does
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01 Jan 2023
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Beatrice is standing stiffly across the room. She rolls her shoulders, rolls her head on her neck, stares down at her hands. An unfamiliar smile slides across her face-- and Ava knows all of Beatrice’s smiles now, knows the polite nun smile and the customer service smile from the bar and the friendly smile for Hans and the small genuine one for Camila and the careful genuine one for when Ava makes her laugh and the less careful open one when Ava surprises her with coffee on the rare days she wakes up first-- and Ava’s stomach twists.
or: the wraith takes beatrice
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01 Jan 2023
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bring home a haunting by QuickYoke, youngbloodbuzz
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
09 Feb 2023
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Dani almost has her life together, when a familiar face arrives back in town after ten years. A childhood friends AU.
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- 12/12
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22 Dec 2022
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no great revelation by QuickYoke
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Legends - All Media Types
26 Jun 2021
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Jamie just wants to enjoy a drink after a hard day's work on the Telosian Restoration Project. The last thing she needs is to get herself caught up in a mysterious woman with a lightsabre at the local bar.
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22 Dec 2022
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She had said before, ‘so many people mix up love and possession,’ and now years later she wondered if that was the reason why they had been given so much time. That maybe Viola thought this was love. That maybe she loved this. Loved her. Loved them.
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22 Dec 2022
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Ava would apologize but she’s not sorry at all: Beatrice is here, and Ava is tipsy, and the night is going great despite the fact that has perhaps possibly dug herself into a tiny financial hole betting on eight ball skills that she absolutely does not have.
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- Part 8 of happiness is a warm nun
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20 Dec 2022