7 Works by howtolearntofly
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when pandora died, all she left was a small box filled with letters, photographs and a bunch of research. years later, luna and her father decide to finally take a look: and find out about a secret that is way bigger than they had expected ...
aka luna (+ neville) finds out about the horcruxes and gets over her childhood trauma and finds out about what happened to the marauders era people
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to be loved (is to be compared) by howtolearntofly
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
07 Jun 2025
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No one loved Petunia, it sometimes felt like. She knew it was a dark thought to have. But she felt like it was the truth. There were people who loved her, sure. But they never really loved her.
They loved Lily’s sister. Perfect Lily’s twin sister.
Not Petunia.
Never Petunia.
tw: self depreciating thoughts, depression, suicidal thoughts, disordered eating
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- Part 3 of vents
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the lies we tell our friends (don't look at me that way) by howtolearntofly
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Apr 2025
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“Stupefy!”
The words were out before Evan knew it. He watched with horror as his friend flew back. He crashed against the wall, stunned.
But Evan didn’t stay. Didn’t stay to check up on him. He simply turned around, and ran.
Ran away like he always did.
‘Coward.’
tw: sh, depression, self depreciating thoughts, canon typical slurs
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- Part 2 of vents
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It started when I was born fat and ugly. And it may finally end when I take my last breath.
story of my life lmao
tw: suicidal thoughts, self hatred, depression, swearing
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- Part 5 of vents
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to disappear (i can never go back) by howtolearntofly
Fandoms: The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
10 Apr 2025
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Looking back, Leo knew it was simply because he was damaged beyond repair.
Maybe that was why the day he tried killing himself was so unspectacular.
tw: self harm, depression, suicide attempt
!lowkey short! don't read if you're sensitive to these topics please
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- Part 4 of vents
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to love yourself (you have to let me go) by howtolearntofly
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
30 Jan 2025
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at sixteen, he made one decision for himself, and himself only.
at sixteen, Evan Rosier killed himself.vent fic! tw: sh, suicide, depression
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- Part 1 of vents
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jun has started acting differently. at first, it went past the members, but with the comeback getting closer, it has gotten more evident. he misses dance moves, has a hard time focusing and has lost his cheeriness. the members are concerned (but especially mingyu) as to if he's doing okay.
truth is, junhui hasn't been doing well at all. malicious comments have been getting to him, and he's not sure how to handle it. will he be able to overcome his fears or will he fall victim to them?
tw: dieting, eating disorders, cyber bullying