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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    Chuuya just wants this. Even if it can’t be his forever, or even for long- can’t he have it for just a bit more time? 

    Why can’t Dazai just want to really be with him?

    Dazai’s fingers are still carding through his hair as he murmurs, “Do you need anything, love?”

    Chuuya’s heart aches, feeling scraped open and raw in his chest. 

    You, he thinks. How silly. What a cliche that is.

    He shakes his head, turns his face further to hide himself fully, almost suffocatingly, into the pillow.

    Or, the aftermath of Chuuya's first heat.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Someone with an infamous title, such as The Demon Prodigy, shouldn’t be capable of creating and housing a life inside them, but the universe always liked to subvert his expectations. And at the most annoying of times, too—of course, Dazai had to have two pink lines staring him down like the pillars of a guillotine one week after his defection from the Port Mafia.

    Dazai raises his daughters by himself during his time underground, and the truth of who their father is comes to light after he meets Chuuya again post their four-year separation.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Dazai Osamu, Japan's beloved sweetheart, is perfect to the world; donning a dazzling facade that manages to fool everyone but herself.

    Confined to the shackles of an iron-tight contract, starved and pushed and pulled and prodded, Dazai quietly awaits the peace promised by her own demise. Until one day, a member of a rockband stumbles through the wrong backstage door, and inadvertently fiddles with the lock on Dazai's cage.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Dazai's on his third year of earning minumum wage as Yokohama Bay's Big Splash Waterpark's glorified ice cream scoop — among other delightful assorted tasks like bathroom clean-up duty — when his wet dream personified waltzes right up to his booth. Hot, obviously well-off and with a little kid in tow — Dazai doesn't expect much more than flirty conversation. But when the handsome stranger asks for his number, it seems things might be heating up for the summer.

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    How Dazai goes from serving sugar, to serving sugar.

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Dazai has really royally fucked up, now.

    He’s claimed Chuuya, bonded with him.

    Getting the omega pregnant had already been a fuck up on its own, but not yet something unfixable. A pack of abortion pills would’ve taken care of that problem.

    What had made the alpha’s fuck up royal was the fact he’d sunken his teeth into Chuuya’s neck, fully aware of the fact he was planning on killing himself. Fully aware that now, with the bond connecting the two of them, it could also mean killing Chuuya.

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    Part two of Madly (in Love). Can be read as a standalone.

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    10 Jun 2026