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    “Have I ever told you about Gabriel?” Buck shakes his head.

    “One of your Army buddies?”

    “No, my first kiss.”
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    Buck can only hear Helena’s muffled voice from the other side of the phone. He picks up a few words. Chris. Hospital. And Buck feels like he’s suffocating, like all the air has been punched out of his lungs, like he’s being held underwater. He's reliving the tsunami all over again. “Yeah, yeah okay. I’ll be there. Bye, mom.” Eddie is running his shaking hands through his hair, eyes wide. Buck has a panicked look on his face, too scared to speak. He studies Eddie who looks like he’s figuring out how to feel. Buck caresses the crook of Eddie’s arm. That prompts the brunet to speak. “It’s my dad…He had a stroke.”
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    Eddie comes out, Ramon has a stroke, and Buck is there to support Eddie through it all as they head to El Paso.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    05 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    There’s something so viscerally intimate about tasting Eddie’s sweat under his tongue when they’ve been fucking for hours on a day off. Buck loves the slip of their bodies as they rock together. He craves the musk that floods his nose when he buries his face in Eddie’s crotch, damp hair tickling his face and licking salt from his skin before he seals his mouth around his cock. Buck loves him unkempt, needs him a little gross. 

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    The 118 finds a few of Eddie's habits a little gross. Buck happens to find them devastatingly hot.

    Kink exploration ensues.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Eddie,” He says again, pulling back to look at Eddie’s eyes, trying to see if he’s there, if he’s doing this for real. “You’re–”

    Concussed. Bleeding. Scaring me.

    “Buck,” Eddie begs, fingernails digging into Buck’s shoulders, eyes wide and imploring. “Thought I wasn’t going to make it. Thought I was going to die before I got to, please–”

    Eddie doesn’t ask. He never asks. He’s asking now.

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    Eddie has a close call at work that ends with both of them bleeding and desperate for each other in more ways than one.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    After having to finally face his feelings for his best friend, the last person Buck was expecting to see was Abby, and he definitely wasn't ready to see her at the scene of a major train crash. She's distraught, yelling that her fiancé and her daughter are still on the train. Buck doesn't realize that this accident scene is about to change his whole life.

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    04 Jun 2026