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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    mika threw up in the middle of the night, shu is more than happy to help mika feel better.

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    12 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    What Mika expects to be a pleasant—albeit, unusual—date in VR with Shu quickly turns into a nightmare when his partner changes his life forever with one terrible act.

    Except it wasn't his partner. But his body doesn't know that, and now he's irrationally afraid of the person who loves him most.

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    12 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shu just had high expectations, he knew that and he was used to it … wasn’t he? This was what Shu had always been like, it wasn’t new to him. Shu was harsh and strict but he only meant well. He didn’t mean it personally, he didn’t intend to be mean with Mika, he just wanted to help him to be better.

    But there were some days where Mika wasn’t so sure about that. Days were Shu’s words cut deeper than he meant to, where his strictness was overwhelming. On those days Mika couldn’t differentiate anymore between Shu’s usual demeanor or if he was truly upset.

    Mika knew he was never going to be perfect enough for Shu.
    But it had never been more obvious than right now.

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    25 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Shu has returned to Paris recently and starts to miss Mika. He starts to realize everything he's ever inflicted emotionally on Mika and doesn't have any idea of how to make up for any of it. He starts having hallucinations and the guilt that comes with it consumes him.

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    25 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Aira hesitates, hovers, like he wants to reach out but is unsure of how to. You’re such a good child, Shiratori-kun, is what Rei yearns to say.

    He sways, feels the ground move unsteadily beneath his feet. His head is spinning, spinning, spinning—like a washing machine on the highest setting. His vision greys out for a second, then slides back, and he can see the barest hints of Aira’s terrified expression.

    Before he drops like a puppet with his strings cut, he remembers mouthing one thing: Don’t tell Kaoru.

    (or, rei’s human too. kaoru gives him a little reminder.)

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    05 Apr 2026