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Today I was going through my computer and google drive and I found a bunch of abandoned wips, most of which I had completely forgotten I even worked on. I thought I would organize them and post them up here in their incomplete form. I wrote most of these in 2017, when I was 20 but I think a couple of them are from 2018 when I was 21.
The last time I completed something and posted it to ao3 was summer 2018, I miss writing a lot! Since then, I've graduated university and adopted a cat. I'm super into The Untamed now, I'm sure at least a few of you can relate. It's strange to think that almost everything about my life right now is connected to Supernatural fandom and the friends I've made there. I genuinely cannot extricate the narrative of the past few years of my life from Supernatural. I think that is it's legacy, but it's mine and yours to take the credit for. I'll always care about Dean Winchester and like, who knows man? Maybe it isn't the end for me and him.
I'll provide fic descriptions and any applicable warnings in the chapter notes. I haven't really edited anything from the way it was when I found it, only insofar as to format it.
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Dean is dead now and he won’t return any of Castiel’s phone calls.
He’s been staying in Dean’s room, sleeping in his bed, haunting the space. He twists up the sheets and leaves a new shape in the mattress like a poltergeist making itself comfortable.
He touches Dean’s possessions, moves them around the room. He reads his books, finding all the places where Dean left notes in the margins, all the creases left behind from past dog ears marking past places. Cas leaves some dog ears of his own, and he can’t stop tracing his fingers over the passages Dean has underlined, words he has circled. Did you think about this? he talks to Dean so much these days. Or if you’d rather, more accurately, he talks to himself all the time lately. He thinks to himself. In the darkest, emptiest, most hopeless moments of your life, did these words ever come to you like a beacon from a lighthouse. Did they help you keep from crashing on the rocks?
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Dean laughs. "What," Cas says flatly. "What's funny."
Dean grins. "Oh my god, nothing, just...like it's still so weird hearing you swear. And I can't think of that many expletives that would just be.... more on the nose."
Cas gives him a withering look. "Really."
"Dude you get what I mean though right, like-"
"Would you like it if I said 'oh my father' instead of 'oh my god'", Cas says and Dean goes Oh Jesus Cas please don't-. "Would that be funny to you."
"Oh my god Cas-I mean, holy shit-I mean…Jesus," Dean can't stop laughing. "Oh fuck."
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But if it is preached that Christ has been raised from the dead, how can some of you say that there is no resurrection of the dead?
If there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised.
And if Christ has not been raised, our preaching is useless and so is your faith.Series
- Part 9 of season 12
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“You don’t trust me, not completely,” he says, holding up one hand when Castiel opens his mouth to respond. “That’s not a criticism. It’s smart. You shouldn’t give away your faith for free.”
Castiel huffs an amused breath. “There’s an irony there,” he says. “In human terms, I think. The idea of angels withholding faith.”
“You should know better than anyone,” Kelvin says, smiling warmly. “You are the holy crusader of angelic free will, after all.”
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- Part 8 of season 12
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I organized everything I wrote for season 12 by episode chronology. there's no established continuity between these works, they're all stand-alone.
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brilliant, incredible, show-stopping by aibari
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Apr 2023
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Season 23 of Love Among the Lotuses is shaping up to be the most dramatic season yet, with returning bad boys, influencer catfights, steamy romance, and a surprising amount of sword fights.
Camera guy Shen Yuan would rather be making nature documentaries, but his brother called in a favour, so here he is. At least let him do some filming with drones!
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Bookmarked by godtiering
08 Dec 2022
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Wei Ying gives him yet another smile. “Nie-xiong has some pretty interesting literature, you know. You know that firsthand!” And an accompanying laugh, too loud in the echoing cavern. “Did you know some of that stuff can be paired with cultivation techniques? I bet if I help you strengthen your qi right now, you’ll feel better.”
Lan Wangji stiffens. He begins to understand what Wei Ying is implying.
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Lan Zhan’s features are smooth. He has a hand behind his back, as usual, and when he’s a few paces away he stops. He always could execute a perfect bow, the angles of his body textbook.
“Hi,” Wei Wuxian says stupidly.
Lan Zhan straightens. He doesn’t blink as he says, “Wei Wuxian.” His eyebrows make the barest arc upward. “What is the nature of your visit?”
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Bookmarked by godtiering
19 Nov 2020
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[VID] The Black Parade: An Untamed Vid Album by helcinda
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
02 May 2020
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I am not afraid to keep on living
Bookmarked by godtiering
15 Sep 2020
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what is the best piece of art ive ever watched and why is it this? i could barely breathe for the entirety of this, i chewed the shit out of my hoodie string, i literally felt like i could throw up when it ended which was a minute ago and now im just sitting here trying to process how to go on with not only my night but the rest of my life. im still casting to my tv so as i type this note on my laptop the text appears on the big screen as if generated by a ghost. this is the best thing ive ever seen. i dont know when ill be emotionally or physically prepared to ever watch it again. i havent been this overwhelmed in years possibly. i have to sit quietly and put my head between my knees. every character editing choice in this was the best choice ive ever seen.
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Wei Ying’s expression cracks into a grin. He shifts closer yet. “I wish I could have haunted you,” he says, “just a little bit. Just to see how you were. Just to make sure you didn’t forget me.”
