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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Castiel arrives on Earth wearing a female vessel, and Dean falls into a secret relationship with him almost immediately. But when Cas is forced into Jimmy’s body, everything changes.

    To Cas, he’s still the same angel, still in love. To Dean, he’s suddenly a man, and the internalized homophobia he’s carried all his life threatens to destroy the bond they built.
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    Or: Dean's internal battle between his love for Cas and his internalized homophobia.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “I don’t know what I expected,” she continued. “Maybe if it had only been about sex…” she paused, glancing around the room. Dean ducked out of view, just in time. When Daphne spoke again, her voice was lowered, “But even then, I don’t think it would have worked. Between you and me, he’s not as good at it as Castiel was.”

    What. The. Fuck?

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    In which Dean sets out to prove that he's better at sex than Castiel, all the while insisting that he's straight. Really.

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    20 May 2026

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    "The spell's giving you nightmares?" Sam asked. "How bad?"

    The guy in Dean's dream looked like Sam and sounded like Sam, and he'd never felt Sam’s teeth tugging at his lower lip but he figured that felt like Sam, too. His internal screaming reached a fever pitch.

    "Fucking vile, dude. Can we please figure this shit out?"

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    19 Apr 2026

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    A callow boy can go from infancy to someone’s lover in the space of two wildflower summers.

    written for the spn_masquerade prompt: Really would love an outsider POV of someone meeting one of the boys separately and then seeing them together and realizing that — no matter how charming (Dean) or quiet (Sam) they are on their own — they are a force of nature together.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    As a kid, Dean’s dreams were pretty straightforward: food, a roof over his head, and maybe – if he really let himself dream big – a family that wouldn’t kick him out the second he became more trouble than he was worth. College? Not on his radar. Suddenly he’s here, though – on a football scholarship and faced with the possibility that this time he might get to stay.

    For someone more well-adjusted it would be a dream come true. For Dean it’s a nightmare of desperately keeping up appearances while he’s drowning in other people’s expectations.

    At least until a game of Truth or Dare sends him face-first into the arms of Castiel Novak. Senior. Resident (ex-)drug dealer. Obnoxious literature major. Heavily tattooed and everything Dean is trying to leave behind.

    Dean needs a favor and Castiel is all too willing to deliver. Unfortunately the offer comes with strings attached that go well beyond the fake relationship that Castiel asks for in return.

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    01 Apr 2026