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Let me love you anyway by shanebug_2481
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jun 2026
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Things like this didn't happen to other people; Shane knew that. He’d been alive long enough to experience the confused glances and exasperated scoffs that always accompanied his discomfort with things other people didn't even notice. He would not fuck this up – not because he couldn't handle the way the sheets touched his skin. The burning of his skin spread to his eyes as his vision blurred. He squeezed his eyes shut and scrubbed his hands over his face. He would not cry.
The tears fell hot and silent. They pooled at the curve of his jaw and around his chin, puddles of shame and self-contempt. Fucking breathe, he told himself, as he turned the faucet of the shower as far as it could go.
He stood watching the water pool around his feet and slip down the drain until he heard Ilya stir. At first, he wasn't sure if he had really heard his name.
“Shane?… Shane?”
He wanted to yell back, assure Ilya everything was fine, but when he opened his mouth, only a squeak escaped.
“Moya lyubov?”
He cleared his throat and tried again: “In here.”
Bookmarked by froidefille
26 Jun 2026
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He doesn’t want to cry, he’s done so good not crying today. But right now, in the comfort and safety of his home with his person, Shane lets out a sob.
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Shane has an overwhelmingly wrong day today and Ilya is there to pick up the pieces.
(that feeling when you're autistic and nothing feels right and one more thing sets off your whole night)Bookmarked by froidefille
24 Jun 2026
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Am I on your mind (cause you live in mine) by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jun 2026
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"I noticed that you repeat things I say."
For a moment, Shane simply stared at him. Then he blinked.
"Oh."
The response wasn't defensive. He didn’t sound annoyed - if anything, Shane looked caught off guard, almost embarrassed even. It made Ilya feel slightly bad that he had brought this up.
"It happens a lot," Ilya said carefully.
"I mean, I guess, yeah,” the tips of Shane's ears turned pink, and his voice got unexpectedly quiet.
Ilya hesitated before forcing himself to continue, realising there was no going back now.
"Are you making fun of me?" -
out of curiosity by stilinscute
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Jun 2026
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Ilya's new rookie has a crush. Shane won't accept that it's on both of them.
The five times Ilya tries to convince Shane that Luca is into them both and the time Shane finally believes him.
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- Part 3 of our rookie
Bookmarked by froidefille
19 Jun 2026
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“You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”
“What, because you know me so well?”
“Yes. I do. Don’t I?”
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19 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
In which Shane says I love you in Russian 😭