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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    Delusional, this entire thing. Like some Make-A-Wish dream. I'm going to kill myself tomorrow; here's what I'd like for my last day on this mortal plane. To be fucked by a man who hasn't seen him that way in years. To stand in the shower and have someone wash his hair. To eat one last breakfast. To be held. And Jack, pitying him, still, because Robby's always been the one of the two of them who can't handle shit.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    At a crowded attendings bar night, a stupid bet reveals that Jack can be devastatingly charming, Robby can be catastrophically jealous, and that neither of them has successfully processed the handjob they shared in a supply closet during the Clinton administration.

    Unfortunately for them, almost thirty years of unresolved feelings turn out to have excellent stamina.

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    26 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    When his doctor breaks the news to him, Robby can’t say he’s surprised. 

    He’s not an endocrinologist, but he had put his diagnosis together before even booking his appointment. The hot flashes that left him dazed and sweaty, the random bouts of tachycardia that for once were not anxiety induced, the migraines whenever he smelled something strong enough to break through the haze of his meds -- he put two and two together and realized the warning label on his suppressants finally caught up to him. 

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    10 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 98

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    Jack woke with a pounding headache. He groaned as sunlight filtered in through his blackout curtains (misleading name, he really needed to get a refund for those). He hauled himself out of bed and steadied himself on his crutches as he made his way to the bathroom. He looked like complete shit—very clearly hungover, sweaty and tired and strung out. He splashed cold water over his face and took an Advil before collapsing back into bed.

    He reached for his phone to check the time. 7:03 AM. Thankfully, he wasn’t working later that night and could spend the day recuperating. He swiped open his phone to check his messages, but was instead greeted by a typo-ridden note written at 2:43 AM.

    rbby has a dikc pericingb

    OR: the one where robby has a dick piercing, and jack has some thoughts about that

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    05 May 2026

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    Robby frowned and looked at Jack. "Is it me or are you now off Monday through Thursday?"

    "Yeah, I figure we can drive out Tuesday morning and come back in time for my shift Friday night."

    Robby's eyebrows rose in surprise. "Did someone invite you to the cabin I rented?" Jack tilted his head and just looked at Robby, silent and expectant. After a long moment, Robby huffed a resigned laugh, like he wondered why he even bothered protesting. "Jack, would you like to come hiking with me?"

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    02 May 2026