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  1. Rec 33

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    Jay was born as intersex but hasn’t told his boyfriends, he starts to avoid them when they want to get intimate with him

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    Jay is keeping a secret from his band mates and they find him in their shared bedroom one day when they come home early

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Kalau ada yang bilang Sunghoon benci Natal, itu tidak benar. Dia hanya benci rasa kesepian yang menyiksanya pelan-pelan dan rasa kehilangan yang terus mencekiknya tiap malam Natal tiba. Delapan tahun sudah berlalu, tapi rasa sakitnya masih sama, duka itu belum selesai dan entah kapan akan selesai.

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WEH SEDIB BANGAT. 😭😭😭

  3. Public Bookmark 56

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    “Don’t lie, kitty cat,” he sing-songs while pressing his knee to Jay’s crotch, eliciting a small whimper Jay tries with all his might to smother down his throat.

    “Be a good kitty and Hoonie might eat you out later, ‘mkay?”

    Jay’s head is fuzzy with weed and the feel of Jake’s lips against his neck, and he blinks in an attempt to focus his vision once more.
    David Bowie is still playing in the background from Heeseung’s portable speaker, and Jay’s brain hooks itself onto the lyrics of Moonage Daydream to avoid succumbing to Jake’s ministrations.

    Don’t fake it, baby
    Lay the real thing on me

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    Jay, Heeseung, Jake and Sunghoon smoke a blunt or two, but Jay can’t seem to catch a break around the three of them.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    Sunghoon didn’t think much of it at first when Jay started losing sleep. Jay had always been a night owl, thriving in the stillness of late hours. But soon, the exhaustion became impossible to ignore—subtle cracks in Jay’s facade that only Sunghoon seemed to notice.

    He tried to help in quiet ways, making things easier where he could. But none of it touched the root of the issue, and the growing distance between them gnawed at Sunghoon.

    The breaking point came one evening, when Sunghoon could no longer ignore the weight Jay carried alone.

    Or: sleepless nights, quiet concern, and feelings buried beneath the past resurfacing.

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SOFT HOONJAY <3

  5. Rec 17

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    Jay is going through a tough time, plagued by jealousy and the feeling of not belonging within the group. Amidst tensions, misunderstandings, and intense confrontations, his Heeseung hyung is always there to put him in his place when he crosses the line... and remind him just how loved he truly is.

    Don't you like it? Don't read.

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    11 Jun 2026