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The moist feeling Ilya's hair leaves on Shane's skin is enough for Shane to pay attention. To write it down inside his head. Staring at the way there's some thick droplets still tangled inside the tighter curls. Ones Ilya didn't have the chance to go through yet. Shane notices it all, and marks it down. Inside somewhere.
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catastrophe !! by feelingsoi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
30 Sep 2025
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Katsuki gets hit with a quirk. Izuku contemplates self control and how oblivious a human being can get with his emotions.
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you know me best don’t you? so just bite me till i’m red all over. by feelingsoi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Aug 2025
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There’s a plague haunting Izuku at his every waking breath, and he’s holding Izuku down so tenderly. Running his gloved fingers down Izuku’s neck and hair. Izuku wishes they weren’t there. So he could feel the same warmth that haunts his memories. Letting the fever run into delirium until he’s nothing but a body at the hands of his infection. Its like Izuku loses all reasoning once it comes to Katsuki.
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Sometimes between loving one another, Sangwon slips behind. Just a bit. Yeowoon and Myungha are always there though, to quickly pull him back into place. Where he belongs.
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until you see me again by feelingsoi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
08 Feb 2025
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Katsuki does Izuku’s eyeliner. Mid-breakdowns and love realization aren’t what he signed up for though.
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trial and error and everything in between by feelingsoi
Fandom 연애 지상주의 구역 | Love For Love's Sake (TV)
28 Mar 2025
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smile while you suffocate (choke yourself 2 sleep) by feelingsoi
Fandom 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Aug 2021
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“Funny morning, you know,” Ilya says in Shane’s voice, and that’s strange, too. “Woke up in this bed with too many pillows in a very boring place and discovered my dick not as big as last night. Then I remembered Canada’s favorite hockey player Shane Hollander texting me last night, wish you were here and I think the hockey gods don’t care about anyone but Shane fucking Hollander, because now I am here, yes?”
“Look,” Shane replies sharply. “This is not my fault.”
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He crowds Shane into the hood of the car, hands up under his shirt and jacket again. October is getting cold; nights are getting colder. The places where Ilya is touching him are the only parts of Shane’s body that are warm right now. Maybe that’s why he wraps his arms around Ilya’s neck and clings to him, though he doesn’t necessarily surprise himself with it. They don’t even kiss for a moment. Ilya busies himself breathing into the crook of Shane’s neck, trying to regain control. Shane opens his eyes and gazes over Ilya’s shoulder at the dark field and realizes that an utterly foreign feeling has risen up in him. It’s Ilya’s broad shoulders and beautiful hair between Shane and the world and he feels—small. Protected.
“Oh my God,” Shane whispers, completely ashamed of the feeling and hungry for it. It curls warm in his stomach. His toes arch inside his shoes. Something about being so close to this man, something about Ilya putting himself between Shane and—the world. Whatever lurks in the deep night. It’s a feeling like a ghost, something that Shane isn’t allowed to look directly at except for moments like these. Quiet and dark.Shane, Ilya, Vermont. Meeting in the middle.
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Bookmarked by feelingsoi
11 Jun 2026
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fought of my melatonin gummy sleep just to finish. they’re so desperate. its perfect.
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When Shane pulls away, he swallows audibly and the breath catches in his throat when he says, “There’s something you should know, too. Um, before.”
Ilya traces a thumb over his lips, pouts his own to show he’s listening. “Hm?”
“I’m a man,” Shane says, carefully.
Ilya scoffs. “Obviously. I’m not—”
“No, no, I mean—I’m a man. You need to remember that. Because—”
“Oh,” Ilya murmurs. He brings his other hand up, settles it in the curve of Shane’s neck. “I understand."A hockey player and the most beautiful man he's ever seen walk into a bar.
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I Need The Deep End by PastyPirate
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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Maybe, just maybe, Ilya can admit the Spyder is a bit suspicious. The Raiders license plate is not helping things but the Lambo has the vanity plate ROZY so what was he supposed to do? Take his Ferrari to pick up his boyfriend? No. Let his boyfriend take a cab to his house from the airport? Absolutely not.
Luckily Shane is helping the situation by dressing like a broke frat boy in a hoodie that he’s had since he was seventeen years old (Ilya would know), a backwards Blue Jays hat, sweatpants, with nothing but a duffle and an insulated tote bag
In which; The Hollanders take Ilya on a last minute road trip. Yuna is concerned about Ilya’s career, Shane wants to be the best boyfriend possible, Ilya wants to pay for a damn meal, and David is just happy to be in the kitchen.
A Prequel to “One For The Road” but both can stand alone
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- Part 1 of On The Road Again
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"Troy," Roz said, "We are on deserted island."
"We're probably just in the Keys."
"In the Keys on deserted island, yes! Fuck!" Rozanov said. Barrett was startled by the outburst; Rozanov's shoulders dropped. He was still flipping his phone around in his hands. "Sorry. Fuck."
"Wow. Did you just apologize for something?"
Rozanov kicked a rock.
"It could be a lot worse," Barrett said. "I mean, imagine if you'd been stuck out here with Boston, you guys would've already killed each other. Lord of the Flies style."
Bookmarked by feelingsoi
10 Jun 2026
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ilya after being rescued: it is because of me, so everyone say thank you and lock in i beg🙏🏻