fearingdark
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Growing up as neighbours, they'll always notice each other but they won't always like each other.
Bellamy and Clarke's off and on relationship through the years. -
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The thing with her neighbour is, he doesn’t seem to realise the walls aren’t lead. He blasts his music, cheers loudly at sports games, and every weekend, like clockwork … he has very loud, very aggressive sex in the room on the other side of her own bedroom wall. She wishes she could just say it’s annoying and rude, but it happens to get her super hot.
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A New Girl Inspired AU/Adaptation - Clarke moves in with Bellamy, Octavia, and Miller after she finds out Finn has made her the other woman. She's rebuilding her life with new roommates and new friends.
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Modern AU - Clarke needs a place to crash but her options are limited. Octavia persuades a reluctant Bellamy to let her stay in his den but then the pandemic hits. Suddenly, the situation isn't as temporary as it was supposed to be.
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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10 Jun 2026
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honey, tell me, are you good at staying still? by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jun 2026
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Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.
He can just exist here.
Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.
(Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)
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08 Jun 2026
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you kiss me in a way that’s gonna screw me up forever by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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“Good,” Shane says, when he finally finds his voice. “Because I’m selfish.”
Ilya laughs. “You are not selfish, sweetheart.”
“I am when it comes to you,” he confesses, pulling back so he can look Ilya in the eyes. “I feel like a kid who doesn’t want to share his favourite toy.”
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07 Jun 2026
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It Takes A Village AU by acb132
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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07 Jun 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
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03 Jun 2026