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The Ultimate Guide to Writing Smut Fic by QuinnAnderson for kali_asleep
Fandoms: Original Work
05 Sep 2013
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A comprehensive guide to writing both queer and het erotic fiction, written by published novelist Quinn Anderson. Includes lists of sexy words, references, and some general writing tips. Please feel free to use without credit.
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31 May 2026
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But my smile is so wide and uncomfortably manic why are you all so concerned?? by ast781
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
17 May 2026
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Samira has been picking up doubles like she’s trying to break a record. Her friends are (rightfully) concerned.
A collection of shifts where Samira learns how to balance being a person and being a doctor, and where her friends and her mentor she is a little obsessed with fit into that balance.
In progress! Not sure how long this will be or even where it’s going but I will add tags accordingly as I go!
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17 May 2026
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She had miscalculated and today is the first time she's seeing him since she told him to kiss her in the hospital parking lot on Thursday morning, and he, instead of doing as asked, ran away. Since he tucked tail and bolted with a laughably weak excuse to hole up in his perpetually-dark bedroom, police scanner on full volume if Samira had to guess. The memory tastes bitter and Samira can feel the frown she's wearing. She doesn't like being wrong in general, but it feels infinitely worse to have been wrong about whatever this thing between her and Jack is. Or isn't.
Or:
the erectile dysfunction fic
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25 Mar 2026
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Jack Abbot was no stranger to the feeling of knuckles connecting with a mandible. He'd thrown enough punches as an unruly youth to know exactly how hard to jab to do the damage warranted.
Still, as his fist connected with the angled bone of Robby's jaw, a feeling of profound relief spread through his own body. Apparently, he'd been winding up to this for longer than he consciously knew.
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17 Mar 2026
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The soulmate marks hurt, is the thing.
People without marks cling to that: “it hurts, it always hurts, I’m lucky to be free from the pain, actually,” they say. “I don’t want a mark.” No one believes them, of course. But everyone nods: it does hurt. The rest they’ll allow out of courtesy.
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Jack lost his mark years ago. He doesn't expect a second one.
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09 Mar 2026
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They meet at shift change, a slow bleed of information where their worlds overlap. Over the years of Samira’s residency, they share many moments, big and small, until mutual understanding grows into dangerous intimacy that threatens Jack and Samira's personal and professional lives.
A slow burn fic that goes month to month tracking the highs and lows of Jack and Samira's relationship.
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22 Feb 2026
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And look, Samira might tend towards being oblivious, but you can really only get stared at by Jack Abbot for so long before you realize he wants to do more than just give you the opportunity to put a few tubes into someone's chest.
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07 Feb 2026
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Samira finds the strap in the closet. It's in one of the various camo print backpacks Jack seems to collect.
To be clear: It's not a gun. It's a strap-on.
She'd have expected a gun before this.
“What the fuck?” she whispers, astonished.
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06 Feb 2026
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I can do these with my eyes closed, but they're open in her fantasies.
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i. dacryphilia; robbymira
ii. oral sex; mohabbotwalsh
iii. somnophilia; mohabbot
iv. medical play; mohabbot
v. possessive sex; mohabbot
vi. cuckoldry, lingerie; mohabbot/morobbot
vii. dom/sub; langdonrobbymira- Language:
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06 Feb 2026
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"Dr. Abbot.""Dr. Mohan." He smiled. "I thought you weren't a fan of these kinds of things?"
"I'm not, I just thought I'd give a try once and a while." Her eyes analyzed the bar under the guise of thinking about what to drink, only momentarily looking up at him to gauge his reactions. "You're not working tonight?"
"Not tonight, not tomorrow either. Apparently rest is good for you, or so those pesky doctors say." He watched her, hoping the joke would garner something more than a half-empty stare into the wall of alcohol.
She mustered a grin as she glanced up at him. "I know a few, they're not so bad once you get to know them."
"And before that?"
"They somehow make you want to know them."
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After a long day, Dr. Abbot and Dr. Mohan find that they work well together, both inside and outside of work.
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Abbot and Mohan take their sweet time figuring out they want something more than something casual.Bookmarked by existentialsnail
04 Feb 2026
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Abbot is all restraint, all talk and no bite. Samira knows he's been flirting with her, because she'd discovered weeks ago she's been flirting right back.
And if you think about it -
Eight months is a long time with just her fingers.
"Jack." Samira says and the reaction it elicits immediately sets her heart pounding. Dr. Abbot - Jack - inhales sharply, eyes widening. He takes a step forward, pure instinct driven, before stopping himself. And, oh. There's a power that she suddenly feels, coursing through her veins and setting her blood on fire.
"Walk me home?"
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(pure smut loosely inspired by a tweet where someone said they want abbot to talk mohan through it.)- Language:
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02 Feb 2026
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There's a terrible moment of silence once Chan finishes explaining their plan. Felix considers making a run for the door, but one of the members would probably tackle him first.
“So we’re not going with my plan to call Dispatch and make out with one of my friends outside?” Changbin asks, pouting a little. “I have a make-out boy on speed dial.”
“You still use speed dial?” Minho asks. “Are you my dongsaeng or what?”
After agreeing to a company-mandated romantic relationship for the cameras, Felix is forced to reexamine some long-held beliefs about his feelings for Chan.
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28 Sep 2024
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“Check your email,” Seungmin says, “I sent you a spreadsheet.”
Minho makes a confused noise, “Of what?”
“Kinks.”
There’s a long pause on the other line.Or: Kim Seungmin's guide on how to introduce kinks to your boyfriend.
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01 May 2024
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Chan had a history of clinging to things only when he risked losing them. It wasn’t healthy, but lots of things about him weren’t healthy. If an old shirt developed a hole, he wore it for a week straight before finally throwing it in the trash. It used to make Felix laugh, make him unbearably fond.
He wondered how long he had left being clung to, the old shirt that Chan was on the verge of throwing away. He wondered if it would hurt more to be cut off entirely, or if this agonising lingering was worse.
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Chan gets a boyfriend, and Felix doesn't deal with it.
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- Part 1 of Ends and Beginnings
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19 Apr 2024
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Would Minho have sex with him? Would he want to? The thought turns Jisung’s stomach. He doesn’t want Minho to get the wrong idea about why he comes here, why he’s meeting up with him.
“I’m straight,” he blurts, without prompting, heartbeat heavy in his fingers, his cheeks, behind his eyes.
Minho twists around so that the chains of his swing are crossed, staring Jisung dead on with his eyebrows raised. “Um. Okay? I’m not trying to sleep with you.”
Shame burns deep in Jisung’s insides, through the cavity of his chest, between his bones. “I–I know,” he stutters. “I’m–” swallowing back bile, something sharp. “Sorry, I don’t know why I said that.”
(OR: Han Jisung, Lee Minho, & Mutually Assured Destruction)
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21 Jan 2024
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“Am I in your way or something?” Minho asks over the music when Jisung doesn’t draw back, just sort of… guides Minho out of everyone else’s way.
Jisung shakes his head quickly. “Actually, you are the way.”
“Excuse me?”
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Minho goes to grad school, quasi-accidentally moves into a vegan student co-op, and rooms with one Jisung Han.
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21 Jan 2024
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My main head cannon for Jake and Amy smut. Originally chappie one was a one-shot, but I liked where this trope led me. I may keep going if more plot bunnies arise.
Yay smut!
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13 Apr 2022